Jus came back from malaysia... Went on 30 dec in the morning and many things happen...

Went to malaysia and wanted to go KL then... at the woodlands checkpoint there was a huge jam and my dad's car aircon spoilt... so damn freaking hot inside... then after that... we realise that there was burning smell and after continue to drive... there was smoke coming out of the bonet.... ALOT SIA... then ppl horn to alert us abt the smoke. So we drove to the nearby petrol kiosk to let the car rest and ask for the nearest workshop to repair the car.. then we went to another petrol kiosk abt 1 km away to repair the car. It was the air con compressor that was faulty... then we stayed at the workshop for abt 3 hours plus to get the car fixed and service... Then after that... it was abt 4 and we continue with the plans... going to KL to shop and to eat....

Then we headed to the NS highway and travel to KL... starting off our journey at arnd 4 plus... there was so many things we saw in the highway. First was a sport car travelling so fast.... then a few mins later there was another on... Then my dad drive to a side to let him pass.. He was travelling at abt 180 to 200 kph... So fast so we jus allow him to pass... Unaware there was 3 police car chasing after him... Wha damn fast sia!!! so exciting.... Then also a lorry with a burst tire... totally bare... wha... After that... we headed to Muchap to have our break... ate BEE HOON SOTO!!! yeah i love it in malaysia and had fried chicken... Then headed to BASKIN ROBIN The ice cream shop... wha damn nice... had 3 scoops lah! strawberry cheesecake, rum n rasin, and cookies and cream... WHOO damn nice... Then we continue to KL and we reach arnd 8.30 in Kl but somehow we went to the wrong turn and there was a jam... So some idion wanna cut into out lane and my dad jus drive cause there was space so he horn and like not happy! then he wind down his window to take a photo of our car... Den i ask my dad use high beam so the photo wll be blur... but he dint.... He is some crazy fella cause it was raining and he was driving and taking at the same time.. siao one.... then we went to a wrong place... dunno go where. so we wanted to u turn and i saw plaza toll 1km so i ask my dad to turn...

Guess what!!! we end up in GENTING HIGHLANDS... so we jus drove all the way up... Then So many memories came to me... FAMILY CAMP!!! haha damn fun the time... me joel sappy and the rest we went to play games... alot memories jus flask back... making new friends there too.... LIKE SUSANNE MICHELLE RACHELLE AND MANY MORE There.... Hahaha went to the games room and it is like the same... sus on the parapara machine i still could rem... THE HAUNTED HOUSE... The games we play tgt with sappy denise and joel and we got some soft toy... wha so nice lor the memories... Then after that we jus walk arnd and after like 1 hours plus we drove back to kl... By then it was like 12 plus already... Den we go jalan bintang or dunno where there eat.... Then i recalled FAMILY CAMP AGAIN.... the serebam one this time... Me and my dad was jus talking abt the camps and my bro jus listen... then we go eat our supper and head back to singapore... ALL the photos is with my bro... i will get from him soon... hahaha

Zi lian me...

Throughout this trip i am still thinking of u... how nice it would be if u are with us... was thinking abt it... the time it all started... the time i saw u cried... Such a good memories... everything jus came to me... but now it is all over... Tell u that we will go tgt to m'sia next time seems like there isnt any chance already. Wanted to bring u to so many places... but well...

Ok stayed home the whole day!!! Later or tml going to malaysia... either KL or malacca or where lor... yup Shopping i guess.... Jus hope that with my hair color i am able to malaysia without any hassels... Wha There is a story keep nagging me in my mind.... i jus dunno how to put it... maybe i can write a book liao! whahaha

it is abt romance... maybe i should compile them and produce a mini book leh! whahahaha ok jus a sneak abt it.... total stranger.... becoming friends..... becoming together then at last seperated due to some reasons.... wha can write a book and direct a show liao leh!... maybe i can do a short film of abt 45 mins??? hahaha a small production... quite fun....

My life story also quite cool leh! whahaha can do a life journal on myself from young till now!!! Happen to watch a video... We are the reason on youtube.... It was from the passion for Christ... and everything i do i do it for u.... It really touches my heart... my heart jus melted there lying on my bed eyes swollen filling up with tears and i jus wept thinking how my Jesus came to this world and die for my sins... It is amazing to know that there is some one who really cares abt my life.... Cause no doubt there is a plan that he has in my life.... It has always been so strongly prompting me and doors are opening....

Over the years i have really matured alot... esp this year as 2008 is coming to an end. This year many things had happen to make me treasure the people i loved and life more... Times are bad... Family not doing well also. Money has been tight... Week after week jus barely can make it... Also changes alot... no more restuarant like i used to go... no more spending money anyhow.... this years has been quite a change for me... Really it is like different from the other year already. I am still trying to change. Saving for other purposes.... certainly marriage is one thing that i should start saving for.... A car also....

My life plan is to get married young... Dont wan my children to have a huge age gap between me and them. Also like that also can have more kids eh!!! whahaha I LOVE KIDS ALOT... No matter how naughty they are i jus love them!!! So between 26- 29 i wanna get married... But marry at a young age is quite stressful also... there is a setback... NO $$$$ cause singapore education systems like very laggy leh! and NS also... Wha see i now 18.... after poly 20... 21 go NS... den come out 23 like that or 24... Then still so quite broke sia... Then go study and work at the same time... Then suffer first... for abt 3, 4 years,,, then 28 liao plan to get married and then 29 can married liao... but so busy... Then after marriage still have to work to support family... See like so broke... must one thing... No money nvm... As long there is LOVE and GOD in the house... that is what i wan can liao!!! Love will bring us tgt and God will guide us... then We had a happy family... WHOO!!!! must save money!!! Must try to get my own car... dont wan ppl pay for me.... But nowadays car damn ex sia... Suzuki swift Sports like 55k sia!!! second hand also quite ex... Haix everything is going up but salary is jus not going up...

With the career i have in mind dunno how will i survive sia!! that is Why God is the one i need to rely on.... My life plan... finish my DBA... then NS... Then start to work or set up a business if i can or work for ppl first... Then take part time courses in psychology and counselling... Then after i graduate... wanna go bible school to take up theology... then i wanna serve God... that is all i wan in life... Not to dream BIG BIG... All i wan is to help kids youth and youngster to get their life right with God!!! Cause i have tasted the goodness and i wan them to Know the Best DADDY WE EVER HAD!!! BEST FRIENDS AND ALL!!! ya lor...

I wanna confess that i am not a good boy also... done alot bad things and mistake in my life... Big and small throughout this 18 years of life.... going to be 19 soon.... Jus wanna be a more understanding young person....

that is my dream... ok that's abt it... see ya!!!

Wha Hi!!! ok was sick yesterday Thank God that now i feel so much better!!! wha still abit dizzy... yup but well better already! jus waiting to see if what i feared the most will really happen... When it does... i will jus turned away and not come back again...

But anyway... i change my looks liao!!! i look more like an AH BENG!!!! whahaha but well this is quite cool must change abit lor!!! yup shag off the guai look!!! NOW I PIA KIA OK!!!! DONT PLAY PLAY!!!! I HANTAM U DEN U KNOW!!! whahaha nah jus kidding lah! cause i wanted another color but when it came out i became this....

At first after dying my hair i was like WHOAH!!! DIE!!! my dad sure say alot things one cause it was damn gold at first.... But he was like ok leh! whahaha BTW he brought me there to dye leh!!! whahaha and he talk to Andy and he gave us like damn cheap price in the end....

My bro also cut lor his like some helmut again whahahaha....

Oh my the way comment on our singing yeah!!! we wanted to improve.... hahaha we love singing lor.... yup...

Every moment am thinking of u....

Hi! this is another vid that we did that night!!! whahaha this one i sang wrongly!!! ops whahahaha

Ok so this was the video tat me and my bro took yesterday This was me singing and playing the guitar. There is alot of mistake... sang out of key... play wrong and sing wrongly also... hahaha but this is the best... i tired of playing again and again liao.... hahaha

OK this is my bro singing the same song but he play it in another version lor... hahaha then he stop a few times.... ya!!! so jus see it ya.....

OK today was boring! rather lonely... my cousins came and we went downstairs to play soccer. But there i am playing soccer but my heart and mind is somewhere else... i jus cant stop think abt something... dunno why sia... haiZ is the thing that i am feeling really going to come thru??? Anyway daddy jus talk to me today say tell didi to get passport and we will go malaysia to eat ice cream one day... some baskin robins or what the name. quite nice... that's what he said...

Haix still cant get over it... been abt few weeks le... teardrops on my guitar.... will my guitar spoil??? ops!!! hmmm my bro came back... and i was playing the guitar in the backroom so was like eh let's record us playing and sing... so we choose a song! Qing fei de yi and we sang and play... then after that we sang ai ni deng yu ai zi ji... damn funny... i will upload the videos soon! haiZ

i'm missing u so much but are you???

Wha best!!! Dunno what has happen! things now like not going well again! haiZ jus feel so weird being everywhere... After doing so much still got this things happen! wha Lao! Is there anyone who i can trust and rely on??? It seems so confused now...

Wha jus came back from andrew house!!! HMMM wha damn tired! Christmas was ok lor Nothing much to comment on... LA gathering in the night till jus now!

Christmas was like damn sian for me! Meet Von in the morning with the rest in city hall! then went arnd and chat a little and then i went to parkway to cause bong said he will be there and i need to pass somthing also! so went there lor... at arnd 1 like that and den after walking damn sian so decided jus to walk to the beach and slack lor! cause it is like so moody and everyone is like celebrating christmas and here i am sitting my the beach and jus staring into the open sea! Reflecting upon my life so far and there were many near death cases where i may no longer be in this earth anymore! many things happen to me since young and looking back from not being a christian to now! What can i say... A christian life is so much more pressurising... There is a double standard! Whenever somthing bad happen... words like wha christian like that one came about! why isnt there is one where ppl will say wha why buddist are like that??? It is jus so unfair!!! Christian seems to be of a higher standard! people always quote christians and ppl are monitoring your life... day by day friends, family, church friends and people who are around u are always looking at ur life.. It is good that u know that so many friends out there who really wanna care and help u... but there are some that is jus out to bring down the name of christian... Basically we christians are also human... we eat, sleep jus like all other ppl! It is jus a religion that we believe! our faith! U have urs and we have ours... And why are u always comdemning christianity... Although we are trying our very best to be a good christian but sometimes we do fall... it is part and parcel of life what. We fall we pick ourselves up and overcome the problems and get on with life... Anyone out there also doing the same thing wad... People always look at christians and say wha how can a christian be like that??? but the reality is that we are still humans and we have our problems. jus came to realise that being a christian is a really tough cause people is always out there to eat u up. Waiting for ur mistake and there they are taking every opportunity to come and hurt u and condemn Christianity..

BUT really thank God for always being there for us! he cares for u and me!!! not only for the christians but also for u and me!!! One examples is that he rains for u and rains for me! A story told by my dad to me... Jesus loves everyone the same. 2 farmers... a christian farmer and a non christian farmer. God doesnt jus rain on the christian farms while the other is still dry! He cares that he rain for both... There isnt any difference that we are more loved or such! A highlight of being a christian is that there is someone we can really rely on! Cause when all things fails HE is always there for u! Though u cant see him physically but u know that he is always there... Many incident i can share with u!

One when I was abt 12 years i always like to play on the bed with my bro! we will like play wrestling and like jump around and once i fall on my back from the bed to the ground. But somehow i feel that the i am very light. Like a feather floating and slowly being brought down to the ground... and nothing happen to me! If God wasnt there to like guide me down i will have knock my head against the floor and it would have been a bad one.... Why am i saying all this??? I reflect on my life though Being a christian is very pressurising and ppl condemn your religion... they condemn u!!! They discourage u!!! they hurt u!! the closest one are the ones that hurt the most! Even church itselves can discourage u but afterall it is your relationship with God! There are just so many joy peace when things arent going the right way! So many things that u can experience... It is really great... i know how it was like cause i wasnt born a christian. I became a christian when it was in year 2000. On the way back from thailand in the plane i became a christian. So there are so many things that happen like friendships problem and everything that u have like money issues, family issues! He is always there for u! Last time my friend told me these like what i am saying and i jus say...where got such thing one! untill one day i decide to give it a go then i reallise that it was so grade! Basically to what i think... You must really try to believe!!! I promise u that ur life is never the same again...

talking abt me... It took quite a numbers of years for me to be change... I wasnt the hejiang u all know. I steal, I lied abt anything under the sun, i am really rude and I uses alot vulgarities!!! and also i am like a gangster. I almost join one... but slowly God changes me throughout the years... Looking back the journey is always tough! but after all the hard stuff! u come to learn a good lesson and ur lifes gets better. Some ppl learn through the hard way... and i am one who learn the hard way... Thank God for parents... My dad discipline me alot... Consifiscate my phone alot time! Dont allow me to go out... due to some things i've done is all for ur own good!!! though u may think that they are jus trying to make u suffer but Y??? They love u so much do u think they wanna make u suffer??? Parents do cry during the night jus because of kids like u and me! parents always asking God telling Him that we are not in the wrong for our actions it is their fault because they never teach us properly!!! Crying jus because they loves u so much and the are unable to give u the best... But We, children must also always respect them and love them! We always think that they trying to make things hard on us but no! they can see the future and they know what is best....

Really I think children must love our parents!!! When will we wanna start loving them??? When they die??? Then we realise that everything that they did is love??? Y wait till that time when we talk to them they cant even hear us and ans us then come and say u love them!! IT IS TOO LATE!!! Love them now!!! I know it is hard... cause i am also a teenager but at least try!!! IT will turn out good!!! LIke what i did!!! though my dad and my relationship is getting better but i must say we put in alot work tgt and toughness. We chat till damn late at night... crying tgt... hugging each other and jus talk things out. Though it is not perfect yet but we are trying to improve it day by day!

YEAH reflected all this yesterday!!! hmmm so jus a random post... yup happy holidays everyone... Cheers!!

Ahh damn stupid! took alot photos today but cannot upload! Argh! Today went to the marina barrage lor! yup! Wha quite fun lor! a fun place to go to! Firstly the day doesnt start so well! so many things happen and it was like the same kena nagged for nothing and also somethings that is not related but well after that bring ah ma to the clinic in GH and we were late for an hour because we overlook the whole time... but the doc waited for us!

Then after that we were heading back to ah ma house and somehow we are talking abt where to go later with me and daddy and didi... den we ask ah ma wanna go marina barrage.... she at first doesnt want! den somehow i talk to her and manage to convince her to go! YEAH and i am glad she enjoy it! many photos taken! yeah... my dad, me and didi, da gu and ah ma!!! take arnd 300 pics??? wha alot! okok usual i am a vain pot! so i talk alot pics! and dint realise my dad is vain too! so is my grandma my bro and my da gu! wha all damn vain! IT IS IN THE BLOOD U SEE!!!

HAHAHA we are vain! damn nice today! actually i think i look not bad eh! whahaha like not so handsome but not so ugly too! jus average.... yup jus love myself! jus that i am fat!!! whahaha see my family all fat ppl cause we like to eat! Ya lor!

Today my mood has improve by quite alot because that i have seen the sea... smell the sea... it is like a replenish of energy for me!!! Maybe because my name is 河江( river, lake) that is why maybe the waters replenish my energy! Like superman has to go the get energy from the sun.. Mine is the water!!! whahah yeah... So nice...
Me and my bro totally gone mad... we tool alot photos and zi lian one too! we jump like crazy and at last i had a tummy ache!!! whahaha but well it was quite fun!!! whahaha we take photo in the water playground too! damn nice! whahaha and alot pics with my da gu and ah ma! and daddy wha so nice all!!! whahaha

Then we went to tpy central to eat duck rice and came back!

then at night went to tamp ikea and giant to do some marketing and buy some food! den went to the prata place in elim church there and came back liao! so ya lor!!! hmmm that's abt it!!!

Here are the pics i manage to upload!!! i think i upload most!!! whahaha yeah too many liao!!!

DAddy me and didi!!!

powerpuff boys???

DA GU AND DADDY!!!

Peek a boo!!!!

DADDY AND AH MA!!!

Ok my daddy say style shot! so he tilt the cam!!!

SUPERMAN BEHIND???

DAO FACE!!!

ok happy family!!!

Super hero eh!!! ( like gay!!!)

Ok so see who dance the best!!! WHO CAN SHAKE THE BOM BOM!!!

Shakira!!! HIPS DONT LIE!!!!

WANNA FIGHT AR!!!

STAR JUMP!!!

washing of feet!!!

okok WHO WANNA POST WITH FAT MODELS???

TUMMY ACHE!!!

okok i must say he quite handsome! anyone wan him??? Pamela or Grace??? =P

OOOO!!!!

Elmo, Bird bird, COOKIE MONSTER???

Da gu ah ma!!!

Ok this is nice!!!! like I AM FREE!!!!

Nice back ground!!! whahaha

The sons and grandsons!!!

Mother and son!!!

STRONG??? NAH!!!

OK i look weird here!

This is better!! wahaha

Photographer!!!

VERY GOOD!!!

FROG... WHOO!!!

I AM FREE!!!!

Top of the world???

BOW TO ME AND ALL THESE ARE YOURS???

NO WAY MAN!!! I WILL NEVER!!!

I may consider.... hehehe...

Why is my brother so greedy!!! FOOLISH GUY!!!

Ok i am save!!!! whahaha

DA GU LOOKING AT GUY EH!!!!

Ok quite nice ar.. me!!! whahaha

Brothers for life!!!!

ACT CUTE ONLI!!!!

OH LOOKING AT THE WORLD FROM HEAVEN!!!

SEE THE DEVIL THERE!!!

NANI NANI POO POO!!!!

VAIN POTS....

This is nice too!!!

DAO GUY!!! ACTION ONLY!!!

This is nice too!!!

Ok the very first shot!!!

Ok that is abt it lor the place is very nice and romantic whe it is night! whahaha and it is fun! good place for pinic and all! whahaha and photo taking! and a place to relaX!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!! CHAO!!!!