Whoo... i slept at 5 plus this morning and wake up at 10 plus... then cannot sleep liao! then i played the guitar with my bro and we sang songs.. then we practice singing lor... like so fun lah! learning choir songs online! whahaha so funny! 2 man choir! ok then afternoon went to saloon to have my hair done lah! OK i must say i like my hair alot this time! I dyed ash color! there is tonning i think! dunno lah ANDY did it for me! whahaha This is a pic in the saloon!



There are some other pics taken in the saloon which is with daddy and ANDY ( the hairdresser!)
I told him to dye my hair and cut my hair anyway he wanted and thinks that is nice! and he cut it like what i wanted though but he style damn nice lah! ahahaha and the pattern and all but now all gone already cause i dunno how to style his way! but i think i still prefer mine! whahaha basic...\

Then after that went to ah ma house to chill out for a while and wait for daddy to come pick us up! anyway daddy and heliang went to cut hair also! whahaha and daddy hair style very funnY! whahaha I spend like 3 to 4 hours in the saloon and i wash my hair alot alot times lah! and did alot things... treatment and all! so many lah and it the price come out quite nice also! hahaha can say reasonable lah! whahaha maybe i shld sign a package lor!!! hmmm whahaha

Then an ah ma house abit boring so i saw my shirts and pants and try them on! whahaha and take a pic! whahaha i like wearing formal or casual formal lor! whahaha jus like feel so good! whahaha

Ok lah i am really tired now and think i will be sleeping in 10 mins le!!! ahh my eyes are closing!!! damn! Tml is mahjong day! so means wake up play mahjong liao! whahaha like quite sian actually! whahaha i wanna do sport! ICE SKATING, K BOXING, PARTY WORLDING, BEACHING, VOLLEYBALLING ANYONE!!!!! whahaha wanna do sport!!! snooker i also dont mind!!! ok NITE ~1~

This vid is damn cool... the kids are jus so adorable! whahaha damn damn cute!!! hahaa see this....

How is it going to feel when u loss someone close to you??? How do u face the reality??? going thru the 4 steps??? denial, depression, acceptance, and carry on living??? hmmm Been thru this step a few times in my life but it is all part and parcel of growing up i guess.

Parents are like that! They say things without thinking and the generation gap btw us and them is quite big therefore they dont understand. So many things. Like i said they must learn to fly kite! some time let go and some time pull back then the kite can fly HIGH!!!! So we are like kite!!! get it??? hmmm then we must also look at the parents point of view... cause they love us that's is why they scolded us and they want to have the best for us but sometimes they over do it and we think that they are jus a nuisance but well they love us... TALK to them nicely and slowly talk to them and reason things out... cause HIGH EMOTION = LOW MENTALITY so u get angry or what u say without thinking and later regretted... I also been thru this... JIAYOU GIRL!!!!

Ah gong called me at 7 and said he wanna eat pizza hutt again! That time on sun we ordered and this time he called me to ask me help him order to his house.... But well i told him that tml then order because i going down with heliang tml... He pon class lah! Go get 2 day MC lah!!! whahaha the DOC very good always give us MC for FREE!!! whahaha  we go tell him we wan MC he jus give like that! whahah nice DOC!!!

Tml i am going to dye and cut my hair! whoo!!! this time i going to get 2 color eh! whahaha not sure what color again but this time i think it is going to be nicer! i hope! whahaha but still will look like ah beng lah but who cares!!!

I love u so much!!! U've seen me grow up since i was a baby! when i was so small u carry me in ur arms and your kiss me on my forehead. You were so happy! So happy that i am your first grandson... I am the first of ur everything... I called u ah gong ah ma first and i was the first to made u angry! i was the first that made u laugh! i was the first that make u cry! i was the first that touch ur heart.... so many first time we had share and in this 19 years of my life i must say u all treat me the best!!! i love u for who u ar!!! I recall the times when i was in PAP and my ah ma always do my homework for me! and my DA Gu of course! whahaha my ah gong will make milk for me! A confession to make!!!! I drink from the milk bottle from i was born to p6... I was call out to my ah gong!! "MILK MILK" then they will make for me!!! whahahah i was really pampered! what ever i wanted i will eventually get it... My ah ma knows what i like to eat and always cook for me! She also teaches me how to cook! whahaha so i learn abit lah but the frequent dish i cook is not all that i know! whahaha yeah!  My ah gong always buys me toy and things i like and wanted. He loves me alot but also spoil me alot... He done so much things... When i was small me and ah gong always go out to games room and we will spend like 20 to 50 dollars a day jus playing game... then we always take bus from one point to another. Like from tpy to pasir ris or world trade center that time. whahaha sit on the double decker front seat on top! whahaha then he will tell me stories... then when i grew abit older i listen to music and he will seat there alone and when i grew older i told him not to nag and a little more older we took cab instead! whhahaha see the diff??? whahaha but I love you... YOU KNOW THAT...

LOVING a person is not by the word... But my action... the feeling and the emotion... When is the best time to get married??? i once ask...  the answer i get is that when u and ur girlfriend cant wait to be with each other and u cannot live without seeing the person... and you really love the person and of course the God factor and all....  Jus love singing ppl loving each other... it is always nice... for a person to be loved...

ok going to bath and look for some food to eat liao see ya!!! PEACE OUT!!!

Wha there is nothing much i can say! i will use music to express my mood now!!! 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Daddy!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Dwayne!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to xiao shu!!!

Today(yesterday) went to church in the morning! Though i slept really late at abt 4, i drag myself up to go to church today! It was great to go church lah! feel so happy! ok then after that went to eat at tiong baru market and then went to my ah ma house! 

Saw zi rui, shawn boy and ziyan there and we play dai di and uno lah! playing with my cousins and my bro also! then we start sending songs and suddenly my bro hit zirui and she was taking my phone and it drop!!! I WAS LIKE WTH!!! less than 2 weeks old phone and i was damn pissed! and there is like a dent! I somehow manage to get it off and it was jus the cover!  Then after that ah gong wanted to eat pizza so i called for him and we ate before we head off to soul garden to eat dinner, as a celebration for daddy... then after that we went swensens to eat ice cream and get a cake for my dad! then after that we went home cause he wanted to watch his soccer match! 

We recorded a video for my xiao shu who is in bangkok with his family. then i email him the vid! it is damn funny lah! whahaha okok 

I also realise that my ah gong may have lao ren chi dai zen.... I WAS DAMN DAMN SAD can... i really dunno what to do! Everyone is saying that i am the only one that can convince my ah gong to see doc! I dunno! i need to talk to him! His is damn weak now! really damn damn weak! My hearts break when i see him like that! I really dunno what to say... haiZ hao hao de person become like that so fast.... He is so close to me! so dear to me i really wan him to know JESUS and wan him to see me grow up to be with me and be there when i get married!!! AHH!!! I never NEVER expect things to happen like that so quickly... All i can do is pray and spend more time with him!!!  He forget today is what day and all and he start to feel really bad and hardly talk anymore. what can i say he is a total different person now. He got into depression and because of my family issues and my mum causes so many stress to him and my ah ma... i dunno what to say!!! AH Gong! i am sorry for all the naughtiness and all the trouble that i created. I jus wanna tell u I LOVE YOU! Though i really cannot take the nag and all the lectures but i know you love me alot... the things u bought for me and the things you do! Since i was born i know you love me the most! AH gong!!! Pls pls come to know JESUS!!! I really wanna see you in heaven when i get there! 

AHH!!!! jus feel like crying and jus dunno what to do!!! AHH!!!

WHa jus happen to look thru my folder and clearing up them and i saw all this! there is so many more lah! GUYs!!! really look thru all this really made my day lah! Looking at all the fun and all the times we had and i think it's still the best class lah! i was like whooO!!! so many friends made lah! MUST hang out tgt ya!!! whahaha cant wait for 26!!! hope this time we will have BBQ yah!!! whahahaha

Also chance upon our photos!!! whahaha was really happy to see them and recall all the funny moments and the happy moments!!! whahaha we are most happy when we go arnd trying new food! whahah brasilian rem??? hahaha many many places for food!!! Xin wang, sakae, crystal jade, manhattan, aston, new york new york, cartel so so so many more.... wha!!! all FOOD!!! HAHAHA no wonder you get fat! whahaha =P

Freaking moody yesterday and today! ARGH! was suppose to meet someone today but due to some circumstances i cant! haiZ and yesterday i quarrelled with everyone and i am damn pissed! i was damn damn angry!

Everyone thinks staying at home like no stress holi liao no stress and everyone look at me and said that i have no stress.... But deep inside who knows what is going on??? looking at my grandparents... looking at my life... and with the pressure around! do u think there isnt stress??? if i am not stress then i wont be human already... I got so many issues but who do i turn to??? no one understands!!! I only can talk to God! and here u guys think i no stress! WTH is this???

I may look fine on the outside but inside my heart is yearning for something, for someone who will jus listen to my cries... Those night that i cant sleep thinking to myself talking to myself... alone by the beach... no one knows... God knows... I jus seems to not care abt how ppl look at me already... If that is what you think abt me so be it! I cant say much i cant do much... If you think i am a freaking AH beng so be it! you think i am a rebilion child so be it! You think i am negative so be it! You wanna do whatever to me den do lah! i am not going to give a damn.

I'll be who i am... i am not going to live a life on peoples opinion... you can say all u wan! but i am who i am! Love me or hate me is up to you!

Wha yesterday was quite a tiring day lah! hmmm Went wake up in the morning and someone ask me out sia! whahaha then was on my bed till arnd 1 plus then daddy say need to go pick DIDI! So Being the Big "nice" kor kor. went to pick him up lor whahaha then went to AMK hub to meet uncle micheal to pass him The CDs that i cant burn. THen we went to Amk lor 10 to eat minced meat noodles! There the minced meat noodlle very nice lor! i Like it so much! yup After that drop uncle off then we head to see doctor because my bro is complaining that his back pain. After that we went back home wash up and went out to study! i teach him physic! Then had subway for dinner and headed home after that.

If i have made you angry, I am sorry! It was a joke.... 

Wha yesterday was like a home day! went giant shopping for food!!! my fav place to shop is supermarket!!! hahaha ppl who knows me know that i like going supermarket!!! To see the fish and meats and all!!! whahaha dunno why but i like leh! maybe because i usually buy them back to cook! then after giant went home and eat! whahaha bought quite alot food lor. lamb, beef, fish, alot lah! hmmm then eat and play mahjong at the same time! Then went home and sleep!!! at abt 1.

Way to go buddy! whahaha you have done it!!! What you have gone thru i have gone thru already! i am here to support you and to guide you thru! There is no turning back bro! You have done a great job so far i must say! remain to be cool!!! I'll be praying for you!!!

Do you be with the person that love you or try be with the one you love???

So many ppl have different views... what's yours???

haha something damn funny happen! hahaha Actually the sat talks was really interesting! I must say! Homosexuals... dunno why but after hearing that talk it change my view alot!!! know more abt gay stuff! Talk to my dad abt those how to help them and all and he share alot of counseling stuff. Then we keep on talking abt homosexuals for few days and my dad had a dream abt them! whahaha damn funny lor... 

My life scope!!! 

2009- poly second year (19 yrs old)

2010- poly third year (20 yrs old)

2011~2013 NS (21~23 yrs old)

2014- study bachelor in psychology  (24 yrs old)

2015- bachelor final year

2016- work and study master in psychology and major in counseling

2017- study and work 

2018- GET MARRIED!!!! SERVE GOD FULL TIME!!!!

Some where in the time line is going to bible school take part time, learning music, learn to deal with kids! Most likely will be dealing with kids and youth.... 28 get married abt late leh! maybe will be earlier like 25 can get married le! then 28 have kids! wahahaha but this is roughly be my life scope... I jus cant wait to have my own kids!!! so ADORABLE!!! AHH!!!! okok i am mad here!!!

Whoo jus came back Home! Wha this 2 days was jus feeling rather down and moody!!! Valentine Day!!! and here i am looking at others.... haha but me myself..... hahaha okok well!!! Was with my family this 2 days.. really no programme to go out... went K box yesterday at cine!!! Left church early like 7.15 then daddy came to fetch me there! Singing was ok lor! Damn boring i must say! cause no singing buddies! and my bro also cannot make it one! so was like not high and the selection of songs really so different! Daddy also scolded me sia! we quarreled after that also! over something that happen in K box!!! dunno wad is going on lor! like everything also he correct lah eh! 

Well then went to east coast to drink coffee and slack till arnd 2 then head home... Then chatted abit abt the Africa Trip!!! whoo!!! going to africa to do missions for GOD!!! damn cool! So looking forward for that trip! Hope my school schedule allows me to go eh! 2 weeks and 2 days in germany!!! whoo!!! so fun!!! it is something like Cebu trip but this time it is an orphanage and i will have to share with the kids and also to play with the kids and teach them chinese speaking i think and do some songs and all with them! wha like alot work! and i am doing alone with another person! wha!!! really need God's help cause i alone cannot make it one!!! 

Then today we came out with this plan that i will share a sermon at home and lead worship with my bro! and we have our own mini church services at home!!! whahaha but that dint came through! whahaha cause we woke up late! then we head to keppel club and play snooker! Rather i went there to train my skills!  Cause it is one of my gifting that God has given me on my birthday! that Thru snooker i will bring ppl to Christ! but so far i have never see it come thru yet! whahaha then went to bowl 3 games! wha me and my dad's score totally damn nice sia! whaha quite high! then we went to old kallang airport road to eat dinner then to woodland and eat again at the mr teh tarik shop! hahaha damn FULL!!! i am going fat!!! ahh!!!

Something for valentine day!

When i look back and recalled the times we had together. I was like so happy and felt that i am on the top of the world! Every time when i look into your eyes and yours in mine,  without saying a thing you will know how i feel and what i am going through! Your words never fail to encourage me and you never fail to brighten up my day! Jus by looking at you somehow all my angriness sadness and tiredness seems to fade away... I jus cant stop but to smile at you or my heart jus seems so happy!!!  Whenever you cried or you are down it affects me badly!!! We are jus like one! No matter what happens to you, i always feel the pain. I've never knew wad is true love till i met you. =) The times we spend together shopping, singing,playing, hanging out, talking under blankets over the phone and most of all eating was very memorable! haha you always share your Good food to me and i always share my good food with you! whahaha it was you who brought me to many places for food... Though there are times of troubles and argument you always the first who apologized to me and cheer me up... You taught me alot of things also... how to save money!!! and many others... Some how or rather you have impacted my life... This short short period of time you have show me many things that i have not known. You are a great friend a great encourager to me!!! Well all i can say is thank you... 

This is a vid made by VON!!! I Miss E36G!!! We'll hang out soon ya!!!

Wha yesterday went out with G and Nic!!! WE went to Kallang!!! Ice skating! Suppose to meet at 2 and i reach at 2 but Nic was late! so i went CWP walk walk to find somthing then i meet her at arnd 2.30 then train to kallang and meet G there. Chatted alot on the train. When we are there still the same things happen! we took pic like always! and skating!!! Skate for 2 hours!!! cause they close at 6 because there is ice hockey training! therefore we left and wanting to eat dinner! Ice skating was fun! and I must say Nicole was one of the good girl skater amoung those i knew. She quite daring lah! Then skate and dunno why it was quite tiring lor! Like so so tired... jus skate. Teach Nic how to do the crossover and she kinda get the hang of it! Cracks jokes and laugh! and all! G said Nic look like a blur KUKU... Like this...

We are trting to take a pic tgt and it turn out like sai! whahaha cause only me and nic! G dunno go where liao! whahaha

The above pic is G pang saing! hahaha like real SHITTING LAH! whahaha

Then from the pic! U can tell where we went!!! whaha K BOX!!!! ahahaha yeah! and duno why but we get really HIGH!!! hahaha we sang out of tune and we are all crazy!!! really like stupid ppl lah! whahaha WAS NICE GOING K WITH NIC AND G!!! whahaha they are surely my K buddy!!! whahaha we sing non stop from eng songs to chinese... very nice some songs we sang tgt! There is a 45 min vid that is 3.3gb that i cannot upload! whahaha cause too big! whahaha it's the crazy side of us! whahaha OKOK tml i going k agaiN!!! whahaha ya lor okok see ya!

Wha yesterday was a simple birthday for me! whahaha really simple! Woke up and many ppl wishes me sia! surprising! The BS class guys! thank you so much!  Other people! someone made is even special still! 1102 am i received a msg! whahaha you know who you are!!! thank YOU SO SO MUCH!!! 

Then i was at home slacking! playing the guitar  then daddy woke up and ask abt my plans so i really dunno what to do so i say no plans and he ask me go out he celebrate again! total my DADDY celebrated from sun till my actual day! whahaha everytime go out also say celebrate! whahaha THANK YOU SO MUCH DADDY!!! Then he told me one year i did not celebrate my birthday! in 1994! daddy went US and i was with mummy and no celebration at all no cakes nothing! then daddy came back and i complain! no celebration and daddy promises himself to celebrate my birthday with me ever since! no wonder he insisted i have a cake the other day! whahaha

Yesterday went to fetch my bro in the evening and then go to safra tpy one to play snooker! i brought the CUE uncle shawn gave and it was damn power i love it! whahaha and i won lah! my score was 40~50 plus... my bro and daddy was like 10~ 20 ahaha so yeaH! my dad say my birthday luck! whahaha then we bring my bro home and go J8 wanting to watch a movie but nothing much to watch so we went to best to look for tv cause house one abit siao liao then suddenly daddy ask me wanna change phone!!! then i said why now! then he say ok he go take voucher and i bought a new phone! this is to replace N73! IT is!!! C905!!! cam damn power! 8.1mp! whahaha shiok sia!! then went supper and back home... SImple eh! whahaha ok lah gtg out liao! whahaha see ya!

河江十九岁了！！！ 生日快乐！！！

祝我生日快乐
我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实 难免有无法控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难
想切歌切掉回忆的画面
谁说眼泪不能流过十二点
Woh~ 生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了
生日快乐 泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的
你拿走的一切
还爱你 带一点恨
还有时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 幻灭重生
祝我生日快乐
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难
想切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了
生日快乐 泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的
你拿走的一切
还爱你 带一点恨
还有时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 幻灭重生
祝我生日快乐
还爱你 带一点恨
还有时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 幻灭重生
祝我生日快乐

Wha this year birthday is like jus a normal one for me!!! all my plans that i have i decided to call it off... a time to be alone with myself or with someone who is so impt to me... but i'll guess i'll be alone... or with jus a couple of friends... nothing big... nothing to look forward to... jus a normal day....

Susanne was the first to wish me on this actual day! Thanks alot jiejie=)

yvonne second.... THANKS!!!

Nicole third!!! THANKS FOR THE SONG!!! I CAN HEAR IT FROM YOUR BLOCK!!! WHAHAHA

Went to hospital this afternoon to see ah ma eye check up... then dinner with my parents and my bro. Went to manhattan then to hagen diaz. then back home! took some pics... was quite upset today... due to some things ppl said... do you live up to what u teach??? are you giving excuse??? am i still like a kid to you??? are you making use of me??? confused... Hejiang hejiang...

19 already... starting to feel old... starting to think alot more and starting to have more responsibilities... time to get married??? hahah no lah still long! 25 years old to 27 is my ideal age! so ya lor...

ok lah hope later it'll be a fun day ba...

Hi ok am back! watching soccer now the score west ham 0 man u 1!!! okok today was quite ok lor! went to church as usual and then to eat at old kallang air port road. then went to ah ma house and i slept till 6 then i wake up! then bring heliang to chai chee then me and daddy went to his friend farewell party because they are going to philippines to set up a training center. then after that went home and now here blogging now.

Yesterday went to church earlier to have lesson and then go to leisure park and waited for daddy to come and then we went singing in celebration for my birthday then we go airport to eat ice cream in the end! it was Fun lor! singing songs from chinese pop to chinese oldies to english pop to english oldies to chinese rock! alot alot songs!

Waiting for you... i'm waiting for you.... waiting for you kiss me at the night...

wha yesterday went out the whole day! whoo! First went to meet von at plaza sing. Then waited for G to come after his work so we went arnd plaza sing and decided to go catch a movie while waiting cause he is still working. Watch Underworld: Rise of the Lycans.  IT was a nice show there is some bible story that you can relate this to...

 

Then G called and said that he was admitted to hospital after the show and say he is going back home and coming again! ok was confused so i was very hungry so we walk around hunting for food. Then we decided to go eat sakae sushi!!! there was high tea buffet so we went there to eat.

Then she left... her parent come pick her up... wanted to go somerset to get my phone stuff but in the end the shop closes at 5.30 and it was abit later so i headed to orchard to shop a little. But in the end i bought alot of stuff lah! whahaha alot... then i went back home to put the stuff down cause i am like carrying so many things. Then i meet my bro and we bused down to queensway lor cause he wanted to buy a street soccer shoe. so  we went there and he got the lastest tempo!!! Going back to the place bring back alot of my secondary school moments. Because that last time when we had soccer training and I am crazy about soccer boots! I owned more that 17 pairs now...  I last time every time soccer training like everyweek, we'll head down to that place and get a boots or a ball. there was like 3 times in a row i got new boots, T90 3, vapor and then adidas F50 wha then i stop there already cause F50 i got the real ones that is made in italy i think. So it was really comfortable. The vapor was really  good also! and so far that was the 2 model that i like alot. Tempo is also not bad. then walk around and i get myself shoe bag again! whahaha it was nice and cheap so why not get another one whahaha...

Then cab home with my bro at arnd 9 then went to the get some bread and went home. Then i rem that there was steamboat so i ate steamboat all alone for supper and i sat there eating alone for abt 2 hours or more than that till abt 12. Then i clean the area and wash up and headed for bed.... wha though it was lonely but having all the food to myself was kinda fun! whahaha i drank alot soup lor! whaha yeah 

So there is no plans today and later i will be heading back home to woodlands already. Miss my queen size bed and my comfy sofa there and the TV!!! here alot the normal channels and back home i have the luxury of big screen tv and many channels to watch!!! whahaha 

Tml will be having my birthday celebration at K box with my family! whoo!!! Sing and sing and eat! cause it is a K BUFFET!!! whahahah!!!! so means got salmon sashimi to eat agaiN! WHOOO!!! okok cant wait to sing actually then to eat! whahaha

that day caleb show me this vid and it was  this guy singing and it is really nice! i wanna be like HIM!!!! i tried and somehow manage to hit the key! i think i can but his is still so much nicer!!! he control so well!!!

There is another song that i am practicing also! the Jia yin part! hahaha this one is in chinese... haha the girl part the one in pink lor! there are many guys that can do it and controlled it and i think i can! and TENDIOUS do this part damn well lah! whahaha Still miss bong shau phin my k box Buddy!!! So different when singing with u! whahaha hope u are doing ok! jiayou in your studies!!!

Somehow i have manage to convince my bro to join the vocals class in believers and he has agreed and we are going to sign up soon! whahaha it was great to have my bro with me! whahaha so fun! ok lah off to sleep again! ChaOzZz!!

Tues was quite an ok day. Morning wake up and daddy make macaroni for me... then ate already bath and head to ah ma house house and pick her up and bring her out to check her eye.  Her eyes is always red and so there is some check up and then we went. The appointment is at 1.40 but we reach at 2 plus. Then we waited for like 3 hours before we left the hospital. Me and da  gu went around looking for some snacks to eat. and we ended up buying alot things...

Then after the hospital check up, we went to lavender food court to eat because ah gong wanna eat beef noodles so we went there lor. AGAIN we ordered alot food! i ate the wanton mee! there is alot famous things ranging from wanton mee, beef noodle, turtle soup, frog porridge alot lor!!! there is alot of good food there lah! whahaha and i like to go there to eat.... the FISH CAKE also very nice and quite cheap lor hawker food ma...

Then after that came back home and was listening to music and all and suddenly G called me! we started talking and then suddenly he ask abt the job... and i talked alot to him and yeah! he is in!!!! whoo!!!!  and also i suddenly thought of talking to people and recuiting my members! and i called Von!!! and she is in too!!! whooo! so fun lah so many ppl can join me tgt liao lor! together we will make big money and we will help each other cover ok!!! whahaha!!!

OK running your own business... cool when i join this business and run myself... First thing First! Put God first! cause this is my policy! if God closed the door no one can open it! so seek Him first and if this business takes off then Must rem God My papa!!! whoo!!! If it fails dont be sad cause there is a reason for it and still must rem PAPA!!! Learn from mistake and move on!!!! Will be praying for this Business opportunity...

Most likely my plan is to get at least 5 members who can work tgt... so far G, Von is under me -but they will have their own members... then make like a polo- tee uniform for my group then make name card... advertise and sell product ranging from make up to facial wash to many many more.... then there'll be a blogshop to sell those stuff... Hope my group could expand... form a good group! FATHER GOD help me to choose my members!!! And start up this business... this is like an extra job... i still need to find another job. I dont think i wanna join night safari liao... but i dunno what to work liao leh!!! cause HY told me that it is not good one... maybe go party world work??? hahahaha or should i jus head to ERA and work 10 dollars per hour but it is damn boring... i would like a fun and ok job. dont really mind the pay but as long as it is fun. not those sian sian kind can already... or not jus hope the business turn out well lor....

Tonight is preparing steamboat so later i am going the supermarket to buy things for tonight. Live prawns will be on my top list.... I like to eat live prawns also sotong and some other things... this morning my da gu went to buy pig liver and meat and dish ball and stuff so when i wake up i do the cutting and stuff cause she is not that good with it...

then see the K box vids... hahaha so nice i like to hear it over and over again! so fun lah! wha!!! yeah ok lah nothing much liao! ps no pic!!! hahaha

Whoolala! Wha the week ends was normal...  sat first went to church and then watch a movie then headed to geylang to eat steamboat lor. With my bro and daddy... The same place that time i went with von and G! whahaha yeah it was fun lor. we ate alot lah! This time we ate pork. hahaha... alot nice things lah... jus like the food in china... alot of things i like to eat there all also have... damn nice i must say... 

Then sunday went to church... then after that we go eat at my dad's fren chicken rice shop at katong.... then we head back to ah ma house lor... visit her for a while then we went to uncle shawn house cause there is buyer suddenly wanna see house so we went there lor then uncle shawn gave me a snooker cue!!! WHOO!!!! nice sia! sure damn ex one cause he's a professional player last time lah! whahaha then now he pass his cue to me!!! whOOO!! last time he teach me how to play now he gave me his cue!!! WHOOO!!! Damn shiok... Then we go hospital to see my dad's friend she has liver cancer or something like that.... OMG she is damn scary can she look so green and her eye was like yellow. NEON YELLOW!!! wha scary... then after that went to bring my bro back for my cousin birthday party then i head home to sleep. too tired then i watch liverpool vs chelsea wha lao last min 2 goals whahaha....

My birthday's coming whoo!!! but it is like quite sian lor! damn! last year went out take neoprints and eat.... but this year is still unknown! wha lao... but daddy going celebrate my birthday at K BOX!!! whoo!!!  over the weekends the actual day celebration i still dunno sia...

My birthday wish list...

money money money...... hahaha cause i am saving for so many things laH! everything must try to pay myself liao.... vocal class, driving test, buy mac book, buy guitar, all pay myself.... whoo!!! so ya lor need alot $$$$ you see! whahaha but if u wanna fulfill my items is better still! whahaha  

boating i dunno who to call leh! hmmm  Von, Nic, Car, G, Ten, Jav, dunno whoelse le!!! wha kao!

BBQ should be on 11 itself you are all invited!!! tell me if you are coming!