Hey Jude

Hey Jude

Hey jude, dont make it bad.

Take a sad song and make it better.

Remember to let her into your heart,

Then you can start to make it better.

Hey jude, dont be afraid.

You were made to go out and get her.

The minute you let her under your skin,

Then you begin to make it better.

And anytime you feel the pain,

hey jude,

refrain,

Dont carry the world upon your shoulders.

For well you know that its a fool who plays it cool

By making his world a little colder.

Hey jude,

dont let me down.

You have found her,

now go and get her.

Remember to let her into your heart,

Then you can start to make it better.

So let it out and let it in,

hey jude,

begin,

You're waiting for someone to perform with.

And dont you know that its just you,

hey jude,

you'll do,

The movement you need is on your shoulder.

Hey jude,

dont make it bad.

Take a sad song and make it better.

Remember to let her under your skin,

Then youll begin to make it

Better better better better better better, oh.

Whoo started off the week was rather fine but after awhile i became to feel abit weird... damn! hahaha dunno what is happening!!! Pool!!! whoo!!! coming already hahaha it was nice hanging out with u!!! hahah you know who u are yeah!!! =) hmmm

When the world around me stop moving... what do i do??? how should i react?

What if i am deaf and i hear a single thing.... all i hear is jus music and people are doing their own things and jus ignoring each and everyone....

What if i am blind and all i hear is noises and not knowing what is happen???

What if i am a handicap and not able to do anything on my own who will be there to help me and be there to support me???

What if i gone.... what will happen????

BLEAH!!!! Not an emo post... jus thinking.. hahahaha....

WHoo nothing to post so jus random thoughts.... Wha finally all UT1 are over and now gonna rush for another set of UT!!! Pool Competition is coming already and damn ps sia! hmmm cause i think my pool still quite so lousy....

I knew that it was all in the past but somehow inside me i jus haven get over it yet... I still miss you... I still want to hold u in my arms... i jus wanna feel u close to me again. But it jus seems impossible for it to happen already. Many nights i dream of u. Many memories cam back to me. I jus smile and wish u all the best in life. And perhaps Someday..... someday... we will meet again...

BLEAH! This weeks was super fast and tiring... UTs after Uts.. everyday expect for tues i have UTs lah! hmmm it was relatively ok lor. hmmm Took many pics on tues or wed.... can really rem! but well i am too lazy to upload... I was seeing nate play a game and it was quite cool! so i ask him to send me! and it was FUN LAH it is called prototype. or something like that... POOl competition is coming up in JULY! need to train already lah! wha best! How i wish i can train for free lah!

Had last databased lesson with Jamie and we chatted a little that day before we bid farewell and if there is any class outing we will sure invite u ya! She is a really pretty and a really nice faci! =) she teach damn good sia... oh well

Work and monday was a killer! i was freaking tired and the next few day was really tired but not bad leh! manage to earn 400 plus to 500 in 4 days.... for a beginner or a rookie it is not bad already lah consider my first time working in the show. It was fun and tiring! and sept i will be working again this time will be with Nubox as well as the F1 race....

Ahh! need to save money already! cannot anyhow spend. My think twice before spending.... ARGH! so different nowadays...

Went to meet von and kastari today... chatted a little and then head back to class... then today went to celebrate father day at a jap restaurant and then to airport to have ice cream! haha yeah!!! ICE CREAM! going to sleep already...

NITES!!!!

Whoo!! worked for Nubox for 2 days already and it was relative fun and tiring at the same time.... haahaha sold totalk of 11 set already... hmmm so am aiming for higher!!! arnd 50 set... can reach that i am happy already..

Saw rachelle and susanne and their mum but got no time to say hi.... was attending to a customer.... got some really irritating customer for today and yesterday.... one is keep asking why must u buy from you.... then some is keep bargain and bargain.... then say mac expensive..... but already so cheap!!! PRICE DROP!!! give u this and that already still wan what sia??? jus buy jus buy and shut up lah!!!! Wha....

When i was walking to the mrt after de brief and all!!! i was really blur and tired already.... so was walking with syasya and G and then i saw eh a girl look at me and smile.... OH it was siyu.... then talk to her al little and continue walk to the Mrt train home and now.... hungry.... damn going to eat or cook not sure also.... ahh!!!! it was fun... though.... 2 more days!!! whoo!!!

OMG!!!! something jus came past my mind again.... It seems that i have been in this whole things before..... I think i dreamt about this whole situation before.... Ahhh!!! Hope it came to past quick.....

Jus send my bro and my aunties off to thailand.... am back at home.... feeling really tired.... When mustafa with daddy and da gu yesterday because they wanna get luaggage... before that i was playing pool from 1 to arnd 7!!! whooo training.... =) think i am improving.... hahaha and i am starting to fall in love with my cues... hahaha my philipphines custom! wha!!! damn power lah..... 1 more day before the tiring days comes.... Thurs will be working at Nubox.... Level 6... the main door can see already!!! we are at the enterance there of level 6!!!! so anyone wanna buy mac or what can come find me.... i will help my best to make sure the company give u many freebies..... u help me get sales i help u eh!!! make my company lose money!!! whahahaha =P win win situation....

Anyway... This song God Of My Forever kept ringing in my mind... School reopen... starts a hectic scheldue and many things that i need to do.... first week is like all my test ahh cramp up! like what sia!!! have to retest!!! IRRITATING!!!!

Most of the BBQ pics are up on facebook.... so go grab them ya... videos will be on youtube... Search for hoolala14... i will post them either now or later....

Might be going malaysia later for supper or what.... Still thinking if tml i wanna go train pool or study.... argh....

LOVE

LOVE

IS so powerful.... I dreamt of something last night. Someone who love me so much that this person is willing to break all the rules or to break the boundaries that this person have to spend time with me. Though this person take the risk of getting into trouble but LOVE draw this person to come and see me....



Though the time spend might be short but Love is what touches my heart. Love is what moves people.... through Love everything can be brought down...

When a guy loves a girl, even when he is not able to meet her but in his heart he is so eager to see her every moment... and when they are together you can jus feel the love arnd them... Love is also seen in their eyes and through their action.... The power of love is what drives them together...

Though quarrels or fights do come... But they wont be angry with each other for long... In less then an hour or less then a day they'll be fine in no time....

When they are seperated, they will be thinking of each other all the time... they will be thinking of each other all the time and cant wait for each other to come back... the moment they see each other, they will hug each others....

Also when a dad love his son, his love comes in a different way. He punishes his son... Though he does not show his hurt when he is caning his son or scolding his son... but at times when he is alone at night he is crying under his blanket... When the son want something, he will try his best to get it for the son...

He will cook what is best for his son.... He will teach his son what is fun and what is good.... He will impart his moral into his son.... He will want the best for his son... because he doesnt wants the son to go through what he has suffered before...

Jus like God... Who died on the cross for us..... We have so many sins and things that we done wrong... Our darkest secret.... He send his son to die for us.... How many of us is willing to let go something we like for someone??? Yet he choose his son to die for us.... Love was what was in this story.... The greatest love story of all!!! Love is the best medcine for a broken and a hurting heart.... There are many cases in my life when i am so touched by love.... Be it in a relationship, my family, my friends, my dad, my bro, my grandparents, my friends... this jus bring me out of my bad moments and it sometimes moves me to tears.... Dunno why i am writing all this but somewhat it memories of LOVE jus flashes before me and thus inspire me to write something about LOVE....

Cherish every moments with your loved one.... It is worth it... do it before it is too late....

Good morning to the world!!!! OK first things first... Yesterday!!! Woke up by Kastari because he called me and say he got no job so ask me what are my plans.... and my plan was to train pool yesterday and so i waited for him to meet me at admiralty and the best thing was he fell asleep! so i waited for him for arbd 3 ~ 4 hours before he come... then we wanted to play pool at mount faber at first be then by the time he came i was like sian to go so far already. so we went to toa payoh instead. then we played and it was fun! My accuracy improve and my break was better already. Well feel kinda bad for kastari because......

Whahaha anyway before we know it was like already 9 plus and i tot it was 8 plus only! and we were there arnd 4 plus... and we played for 5 hours and my stamina was ok! i dint get restless in the game and my shots jus gets better and better... whoo i wanna play pool again! who wanna join me??? hahaha

today will be in school studying.... and then tml will be having BBQ... Hope that the weather will be fine....

Sometimes when i look at myself and think of the things i have done in the pass... i jus wondered. am i getting better or am i jus becoming worse??? I have not cherish the moments i have in the past. Be it with you or anyone else. Now when you are gone, and i am all alone... If time could be brought back the the past, i certainly will do better.....

There was a saying you only have one chance in life... If you dint take it you will jus miss it.... totally agree with it....

Sup ppl! in school today studying lor! This few days was a terror.... I dunno how to put it but it was a terror!!! Well was having sleepy spells and dunno why but i am always so tired. Yesterday went to job training! it seems fun lah with the guy in charge! hope we get the job lah! Sian! Thanks serene for intro the job one again...

Only few knows what is happening to me!! wanna go far far away!!! relaxing by the beach!!! so nice! =P what to do??? ahhH!!! i wanna go to somewhere nice with my friends or alone.... but well who is going to go with me??? =P

Some days when i cant take it anymore... dont blame me for the things i do....