DO U KNOW GOD THE FATHER LOVES U!!!

Whoo... He really loves me... Looking back at my life really changes alot from the past... I was transform thanks to GOD... with the help of my daddy... Though i am not the perfect...( still human right?) But i really change alot lah! Shoplifting lying and going agianst anything was like the old me. So many things u can never imagine that Chen Hejiang will do but i did. Then there was this period of sharpening in my life!!! IT WAS TERRIBLE!!! the process was terrible... i get punished, grounded... and hurt dunno what is going on but everything seems like going against me to the extend that i had no choice over my own food and everything is like a time table. But looking back without the treatment i get then i will never be the guy i am... serious... BONG will tell u what happen to me!!! whahaha everytime he would ask me out and i will say nono... but i sneak out.. lying that i have extra class and everytime i tell him if my dad called him say i was in school and so on.... HOR??? SHENG ENG ALSO lah! wha to that extent.... but nowadays things change alot...

Though at the process i know that whatever they did was because they love me but i really cannot comprehend... i dont understand why and how??? At night i cried alone and asking God Y??? Comparing with others... But One thing i never hate my dad or God for doing this. All i want and pray always is for it to quickly come to pass... I know the late nights my dad talk to me and that time he was so stress himself also... he cried to sleep i know he was hurt when he was talking to me... Everytime the same... sitting at the hall talking till arnd 2 am every night. waking up at 6.30 to go school.... was terrible but now looking BACK! i must say THANK U DADDY AND THANK YOU HEAVENLY PAPA!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

Really coming to know Jesus as a friend and papa is really an good thing... he will never fail!!!

Hey my friend! dont worry about your family! Your bro will be fine! if u dont mind get to know this friend of mine Jesus. Jus ask Him for help... there is nothing he cant do... Dont have those weird perception of urself... Cause it may not be true... It takes 2 hands to clap.... so never give up! u and ur family will be happy one!!! I'll pray for u my friend!!

Visit my ah gong yesterday and now He is super WEAK!!! he cant even walk properly now.... JUS a short period of 3 to 4 months... from a strong guy who is independent and can carry ah ma to a weak guy now in jus a short period of time... He is even weaker than ah ma... I really dunno what to say lah! Tears jus start flowing my eyes when i see him in this state... I really dunno what to do!!! i really dont feel like working already jus want to spend time with him and help out cause it's my holiday. TPY there is only my da gu, ah gong ah ma... da gu have to one person do all the housework and looking after the 2 old folks... she also have her illness. Then now things are so different. Ah gong will fall down anytime one... AHH!!! Ah ma also cannot walk then ah gong carry her he himself also will fall liao how like that??? God... SHOW me what to do....

DEAR GOD!!! working is getting extra money for myself and getting the things i wan... but at this moment i thing relationship is more impt than anything... i dont want to work and regret for the rest of my life not spending enough time with them!!! AHH!!!!

Whoo i am back! Tues was 2nd day of CNY and every year we will go to my grand aunty and uncles place. Like usual. Then first went to er gu bo place then gu gong then to da gu bo place... Then we went and all day long we play lah! PSP and talk alot.... Then before we go da gu bo house downstairs... something bad happen. My cousing was rushing me out of the car so i hurried and because the car is park so near the kerb, i hurried and place my hands between the door to help myself up then my dad without knowing close the door and he said he slam quite hard... BOOM!!! then the door sway open again! he was surprise... then i was like ARGH!!! thgfen i was walking away from the car. My hand was freaking pain. Then i use the pain killer spray then went up to pai nian. At that moment i couldnt find anything wrong but after few hours, i find that my finger is really painful and i cant straighten. THEN I SUSPECTED THAT MY FINGER IS BROKEN!!! AHH!!! same pain feeling when i broke my forearm.

Then after that, we went back home and prepare then we headed to malaysia cause bring my uncle and his family to the bus interchange in larkin to go ipoh to visit their family. So we went in and went to danga bay to eat lah! wha damn nice the food! then we headed there and we sort of like lose our way and then my dad say if we would to miss the bus there, we will sned them all the way up to IPOH and my bro will miss school! then we were all very enthusistic abt it! cause we like this unplan trip lah! so fun one. Like never plan and go! is always so adventurous and fun cause u never know what to expect. This culture will sure be remain in me. maybe when i get married, then like have children and all this will surely be the case. Unplan trip here and there and always last minute.

WHOO!!! then yesterday was damn boring... was suppose to go check up my finger but daddy was not free so i stayed at home the whole day watching tv and sleeping and cooking and eating and sleeping again. Feel like a pig lah! whahaha... so that is abt yesterday....

so that's abt it...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! GONG XI FA CAI!!!! HUAT LAH!!! WAHAHAHA ok last night reunion was like ok lor... really like no feel for chinese new year this year like nothing special than any other ordinary day ecxept there are some $$$ coming in... but there is like nothing to look forward too... so going to go ah gong house later....


Here is a song that is really nice.... the meaning and the tune... like so so so nice.... I wanna decicate this song to all my friends and loves one.... especially one... you know who you are... I'll be there always... jus call me when u need me!!!

第一時間

累了不要见外
把我挖起来， 吐个痛快
看不惯朋友有难
谁还冷冷的围观
我的手心为你握起来

烦了不要见外
把我找出来
陪你负担

续杯咖啡的温暖
一直暖到你想开
你心情的坑洞让我来填满

昨天会被今天明天来取代
动心的感情不会淘汰
关心常在

就算你我再热闹喧哗中走散
友情会第一时间赶来
让跳乱的心情平躺下来
重新的呼吸简单
深深的满满的
朋友只要你被孤单压的叫不出来
我第一时间送出关怀
热热的眼神陪你看开
找回那片大自然
为着你抱紧你相信你

我确定

累了不要见外
把我挖起来
吐个痛快
看不惯朋友有难
谁还冷冷的围观
我的手心为你握起来

烦了不要见外
把我找出来
陪你负担
续杯咖啡的温暖
一直暖到你想开
你心情的坑洞让我来填满

昨天会被今天明天来取代
动心的感情不会淘汰
关心常在

我确定

Wha so many things happen over the pass week lah! from monday to today! so many many things lor... Went to K for 2 days... steamboat for 2 days.... alot things lah! ok this was today's...s went to class and ppl say wear nice nice... but alot ps!!! damn irritating then first break went to meet Nic G and von in W4. Then we sat at the usual place and we jus chat lor... then we took so pics... then after that me G and von went to geylang to eat steamboat lah! whahaha actually it was damn nice but the place abit hot... whahaha theen after that i went to my 'class' gathering.... Guess how many turn up??? whahaha class of 25 but in the end there is like only 6 ppl turn up lah... quite sadded rite? Meet them at far east then headed to lucky plaza to play pool... G tagged along too...

*friday*

Then on thurs we went to party world with Jav, Ten, G, Nic, Me and Eng seng came to meet her GF abit later.... Was quite fun lah.... singing... since when not fun one!!! with Nic and G arnd my singing buddies in class last time!!! wha damn high and sing like siao... Ten was good in singing too lah!!! He can sing jia yin damn nice!!!! he sang the bei jing yi yie!!! wha the girl one... damn nice!!!! After that he drove us to 888 to eat then back to causeway... then i went to tamp to meet caleb for the book. then came back home...

Then on wed I went to eat soul garden with Jav, Ten, Wen hui, G, von... I left my stuff in school lah... because we said wanna go back for class but in the end like all damn tired and slack slack liao so after eating is arnd 2 plus liao!!! And von insisted on going back but she quite suay she sit inside then ten and G block her so she cannot go back....

Ten and Jav damn funny lah.. Ten cook funny stuff and put funny things and ask ppl to eat... He fried egg and put dunno so many sauces and ask ppl to eat. so i ate a little and it was quite nice actually... then we all like very full so we start playing with food lor... we go take alot egg and each person cook one we start cooking alot stuff... that no one will dare eat. then after that we left the place and we all stink!!! Jav suggested that we go to metro and spray some tester perfume. because we all really stink, we all agree and went for it... Damn fun lah! we went in and pretend we wanted to buy perfume for friend birthday then we start spraying on ourselves... Then Ten drive us back to school and we slack awhile and then home.... no pic cause all is with G...

Tues was a day i stayed in class....

Then Monday went to party world.... we give nic a surprise because Eng seng ( her BF ) never hear her sing before and she dont dare to sing infront of him... so G called him down and she was shocked and all to see him lah!!! then after alll the singing went home....

WTH!!! I LOST MY HOUSE KEYS!!!! DAMN PISSED LAH!!!! haiZ  Then daddy damn angry dunno for what sia! scold like siao say i never have responsibility!!! like what the hell lah! i also dont wan to lost one wad!!! My fav pen knife and all there also what!!! like lost then lost already lah scold also wont come back!!! then say say say!!!! then say till my room messy!!! where got messy sia!!! look at ur own room lah and ur study table!!! still say me!!!! WHa lao!!! when will u ever be satisfied!!!! everything i also do liao! then lost key say i give u stress!!! what is this man!!!! 

THIS IS ALSO NOT I WANTED ONE WAD!!! U THINK I PURPOSELY LOST IT!!! wha lao! i really dunno lah!!! dont wanna talk abt it!!!!! dont ask me cause i will blow up and it wont be nice!!!!! trust me!!!!

Halo!!! whooo hejiang is back home now!!! wha went to church today with my bro and daddy! Yeah!  Then after that we went to eat PIG TROTTER at ECP hawker center and then after that we went to hougang cause my daddy need to see some client.

Me and my bro dint want to go up to the house so we stayed in the car and there wasnt a parking lot then we waited and we sang some songs while waiting. We played a game. See who can sing more songs.... Then when i was singing some one horn us... we are blocking a van. Then i signaled to him to wait but he jus cant lah. Keep horning. then my bro called my dad and say he is coming. Then suddenly i came up with this idea. I release the hand brake and ask my bro to push the car!! damn funny lah!!! the driver also laugh lah damn funny then he horn to say he can pass liao then few mins later daddy came down and ask which car we block.... damn funny!!!

Then we went to the Mr chen house. He is a china chinese and his daughters got problem with their computer and called daddy so he called us because that the son and daughters all speak chinese and we went to help then settled some computers problem. Then we head back home lor. Then i was waiting for my turn to play ps2 and then i fell asleep on the couch. Then wake up so decided to blog lor.

Yesterday my bro was sick so dint not go out at all. Dint go church also. Wha he got fever 39.3 degree... scary sia!!!  Then at home i cook for him and help him with stuff and ask him to take med. and also acc him. Cause daddy got to go work so i stayed at home lor... Quite fun lah with my bro at home cooking and playing a fool whahaha. i cook porridge for him lah! and black sauce pork. he like sia!!! wha... here are the pics....

 

Then we had a game of soccer... here is the score... i took italy... hahaha

*kuku nathan*

this was for wed... We went to central and we went to a italian resturant that is open by a japanese and the food is damn nice! I like the food lah! have seafood baked pasta i think! it is nice! whooo! it is located at liang court. Quite cheap also eh!!! whahaha thanks Von for bringing me to nice place to eat. THANKS YVONNE DAN WAN YI!!!

whahaha ok then thursday i meet up with carissa and G and we went to eat sakura!!!! Had alot of chatting up lah! yup still the same lor me and Car! whahaha we still talk and always have "conflict" whahaha always "quarrel". She still as funny and as pretty as ever lah! whahaha or can say more prettier eh!! whahaha yup then after sakura went to causeway to meet with ten, jav, wen hui and Bing long! then went to catch passenger. But car went home. then after the movie, i went home already!

It was nice going out with my last sem class mate because that they are still the most fun ppl and E36G is still the most fun class that i have ever been too. it was such a memorable time lah! whahaha so good! I MISS U GUYS!!!

Today after school came home! today lesson was fun and i enjoyed myself today! whoo!!!

Wha ok did not update yesterday. Was too tired already. Went to ice skateing with L G JS and myself. Von was suppose to come too!!! but something crop up last min and she dint manage to come with us....

It was great lah! I never like go ice skating for a long long time already. The first few mins on ice was like weird. Not steady and the First few tounds was like unstable.... Then suddenly i felt my thigh! I got back my old injury arnd my hip there. Then i cant lift my leg up. But well still carry on with skating cause it does not really hurt... Skate for 3 hours. Wha damn shiok like never work out so much! but well catch a cold while i am there. Was damn cold at but after a while i was sweating all over.

After about one and a half hour, there was alot school students came and being the cheeky G and the pidofile JS, they are all excited abt those girls. As for me, i go for the guys.... NAH KIDDING!!! whahaha i cant be bothered. Jus wanna skate cause it is really relaxing to skate round and listening to those wonderdful music and relax my mind in the coldness. WHOO like damn shiok. So many things to think about. Then i went round and round and round. It was fun. But now my butt ache alot and my legs aching worse then playing soccer... maybe because very long dint skate already. WANNA GO AGAIN!!! WHOO WHO WANNA GO???

Orh and G ar damn cheeky sia!!! pretend wanna fall down infront of girls and she was like sorry sorry!!! then after few mins he ask L to ask no from her... Then she said which guy and L pointed to G and she eee!!! and left whahaha DAMN FUNNY!!! HE damn sadded! whahaha then he went to take photos for them and wanna send to the teacher. damn funny lah!!!! okok then he jus skate around and made friends.

Then i came home and was really tired....

Then today went to school then after that i went to central with Von! HAHAHA she wanted to liang court to buy books, so she ask me acc her. Ya lor then went to kino bookshop and buy 4comic. Before that, we went to this italian restuarant to eat! wha after that we spend damn long like 1 and 1/2 hours in that book shop! wha then we went to clark quay to walk walk lor then walk back to Central... went window shopping, then buy candy and some chocolate... Then we wanted to eat ice cream then went city hall to eat... gelare whahaha then walk around lor... yup then came home!!! wha She damn funny lah whole day laugh non stop de... also no link one! whahaha she shouted RASBERRY, YOU SHUT UP!!!! hahaha very funny! she no link one de lor... YUP after that we went around and then we head back home... BOUGHT the traditional rock candy! damn nice and some chocolate... hahaha yeah! damn nice!!!

whahaha then daddy bought porridge for me. whoo so fortunate... whooo!!! then i was sleeping on the couch and he even buy ice kachang for me... i sure cough like mad after eating that but well bought with LOVE so y not??? hahahahhaa cough also worth it eh! whahaha okok gtg eat my ice kachang see ya!!!

Whoo!!! Today was sci and went to part world with my friends again!!! and sang for 5 hours!!! wha damn shiok lah! but now my throat abit pain! whahaha yup!!! whooo!! took videos of us singing but cant upload i think whahaha..

Wha so much think to think abt... So many things has change liao.... wha First is ah ma house. It has be quite quiet already yup so many others things.... Then i am also has grown up already! whoo like so many things have so many things so many responsibility! Quite tough eh! whahaha so it is better to be young. IT is always so weird. Youngsters wanna grow old, old wan to be young again! whahaha yup....

Wha it is almost coming to a year of my poly life... made quite a number of friends... there is one CLOSED friend i have made sia!!! YVONNE DAN! whooo whahaha so many things has happen lor. At least there is still someone who i can talk to... whaha Thanks so much for a good friend!!!

OK lah gtg liao see ya

Today did not go church again. Because my daddy say we are too late... I dunno lah i see like ok wad. can as long we go church late also nvm what. Late is better than never. Well i must say very long dint go church really long for something to happen in my Life.... I know only He can.... But i need to get to church!!!!

Ok so instead of going to church, we went to eat at old kallang airport road and went to bras plaza or what ever the name is. Went to see guitar and buy guitar stuff... planning to get a guitar for my birthday again. yeah so went to see see.... whoo... Saw alot of stuff... yup wanted to but a electric acoustic guitar.... ya lor so my bro also. so went to see see. WHA SAW ALOT STUFF... then boughts strings and went back to restring some guitar... wha then we go ah ma house see them for a while and head to holland v to find some stuff... then me and my dad went to cold storage to see see... Supermarkets is like our father and son fav places to go!!! I like going supermarkets because it jus feel so nice... Perhaps i am a family guy?? whahaha okok so we saw some beef and we bought it... then buy fish roe and prawns and head back to cook!!! whoo me and my dad cook out alot lah! wha and we ate alot too!!! damn nice dinner!!! hahaha i like sia! jus me and my dad craziness in the kitchen....

Oh we went arab street to help find things too but cant find.... went to golden mile also.... then here i am blogging lor! wha damn sian sick again sia! BASKET so weak de... haiZ... ok lah going to watch soccer.... See ya!!!

Yesterday went to church.... was super late!!! cause like i went by woodlands and i overslept. So took a cab down! damn ex sia!!! whalao waste money!!! hmmmm OK then after church i took 10 to tamp and then 168 home back to woodlands. Then daddy ask me to wait at the Taxi stand then he pick me up and went to AMK to wait for my bro.... We went to eat and then headed home.... yeah that was it... damn sian....

Then today my bro following us to church... today got to run some errands also... get letters, fetch my bro here and there. Wha best i think i haven fully recover sia. I still feel quite weak... Abit only i feel cold liao sia... Whaolao. Maybe shld go to the doc soon....

Chinese new year coming.... means... shopping~ goodies~ cuttlefish~ wHoo~ that is my fav sia...
Also want to get angpoa and save money for a macbook... and for vocals class and driving also...wha wanna have so many things sia! ALOT lah!!! total can come up to arnd 7k like that.... CNY onli can raised abt 1 k plus. plus birthday 2k wha lao. still short so much! ARGH! maybe will ask mummy or daddy lend me first.... or perhaps mummy or daddy will pay =P hahaha

Ok siao liao lor... dont think this holi can find work ornot. 12 days leh! i going cambodia then like that where got people wanna hire me sia! wha lao! maybe i go work one the daily basis one lor. the one hour 10 dollars and u jus sit there and call and call...

Actually i dont really mind the pay but must be fun lah! if not damn miserable de sia! somemore it is the holi~ should enjoy!!! whahahah okok lah gotta prepare to go church le.... bye....


When i saw u... i still can feel those feeling there. Our eyes still connect.... Oh well....

Wha Yesterday in school was super fun lah!!! It was cognitive... the topic for that day was experiment. Then Gavin shows us the jus for laugh clip and say that was it an experiment or not. So we discussed... My team was like all guys team.... Niaz, yipeng, Sugan, Tommy, Hao, Raja But hao and raja left so left the 5 of us. So our presentation for the third meeting is to do a jus for laugh clip an experiment. So Our objective is to prank on ppl and pretend that we know them and start talking to them and see what is their reaction.

The victim is a random guy in the canteen. That was a funny one Tommy went to him and said hi how are u... Then he said i am fine, do i know u??? then he said yeah i know u rem last sem... then he cant rem so tommy said he know his friend... then he asked who.... tommy said the chinese girl... then he said melissa... HE say yaya Melissa!!! then suddenly the guy started calling Melissa and tommy started RUNNING AWAY!!!! bastard sia!!! then the guy shocked.... ahahaha super funny then at last we went to him and explain things to him.

Another victim was CARISSA!!! whahaha that one was damn funny too! I planned the whole thing. I called rudy to ask him to help me get carrisa down to 7-11 then my frens approach her and said hey i rem u... i have seen u in clubs rem me??? and we dance together or something like that.... HER reaction was really funny!!! super!!! Her face blushed and she kept saying i dunno i dunno!!! and ask Rudy to go but he dint!!! whahah then she was really scare. She tot my fren was a stalker..... hahaha then When finally my fren ask her to look up the slope and she saw me!!! whahaha she was so PS and started laughing and running to beat rudy!!! damn damn funny lah!!! whahaha yup then she scolded me and she jump arnd like so monkey!!! whahahaha

Then after that she told me that she so scare my friend! whahha she tot wad sia!!! So we did a few videos but we are not allow to post lor. yup so cannot unless car allow me to post hers lah whahaha.

Then after school went to help my bro clear his com... kena so many virus.... whalao.... Then after that we head to ah ma house and then to woodlands... we went there then i cycled with my bro to go buy supper and then after that i restring his guitar for him while he and daddy play ps 2... SOCCER... Best of 5 games... result 3-2 my bro win! whahaha

Then woke up today went to have brunch and came back home le lor... Yup then sleep a little... Will be heading to church soon! whahaha BYE!!!

OK yesterday was quite ok lor... UT was quite ok and lesson was quite fun... only 3 ppl in a team... Me Hao and Alif... But like shiok sia... lesser ppl better... cause too many cooks spoil the soup. whahaha so yup...



Break went to get bread... hahah was hungry but cant eat... so went to get some bread and head back to class.... Then during lunch time, we went to lobster house to eat. Me Von G... wha cause i got craving for fish!!! so we went there... ordered deer meat with spring onions, baby kai lan and SOON HOCK STEAMED HONG KONG STYLE!!!



Suprising, we finish the whole fish but the rest there were leftovers... we took abt 1 hr 45 min jus to wait for that fish! But quite nice lah!!!! we talk abit... saw my faci walk pass when she goes for meeting and when she is out i am still there dunno she will mark me down because she might think i did not do work.



So after school I felt abit weak so i went to woodlands home to sleep. Woke up and daddy bought me fish porridge and i ate... then watch abit soccer then now come to blog... yup

真搞不清楚为什么一些人就是真么八卦，不管它们的事要管。还不敢告诉我，要放在一些地方真搞不清楚。如果要说什么就直接说啦，是不是做了什么亏心事不敢面对我是吗？一切都管你什么屁事？你又不是我的谁为什么要听你的呢？她都没跟你说什么东西你就在那儿呱呱叫. 心痛啊??? 喜欢她就说啦！不用这样子的。

昨天喉咙好痛，这几天没好好的睡觉。所以在学校会很累，没有精神。然后又一个人得到各地走走，觉得好寂寞。知道了，原来是一场误会所引起的。真不稀罕因为一切都是一场误会。我现在很烦。只有歌才可以让我冷静下来。每天拿着我的吉他弹歌时，还是在唱歌时眼泪就不停的流。一切都变得很普通了。昨天我跟你们在一起的时候我真的很想哭。唱歌的时候就突然想起我们的过去。回家一个人有没有什么东西只好一个人到处走走。

我已经变了五月天的歌迷，所以我要买他们所有的卷集。那天在Plaza Sing 看到了两个。但我没买可能等一下我去找找看。我的弟弟也是跟我一起爱上他们的歌。王力宏他也跟我的。好吧，我要出睡了。

OK i dunno what happen i cant upload pics and cant upload vid on youtube!!! so freaking pissed so many stuff but cannot upload!!! haiZ...

Start of school today!!! What can i say... Boring!!! Sian!!! I feel like an alien in class after not being there for so long... sitting in one corner doing my own stuff... Ok i am like the chao ah beng in class... the moment i enter class or rather at the lift BAKY saw me and first thing.... AH BENG!!! then fan fan saw me also and couldnt recognise me.... Then go class already "hejiang, Ah beng!!!" wha best.... then i am not the only one who looks funny... i think alot ppl look so funny... but no mood to crake joke with them till lydia came.... I was too tired lah! Falling asleep and hungry... Lisa heard my growling.... Then Lydia came and she cut BOB!!! damn funny!!! whahaha because of her BF she cut BOB!!! DARING EH!!! whahaha but damn funny! cant stop laughing... then break went to look for von and we ate waffle... same routine walk arnd to 7-11 and then back to class...

Then in class she suddenly msn me!!! saying U got check webmail??? THen i say y??? ABT color hair ar??? whahaha (cause we are chatting abt rules...) Then she say there is an overseas trip to cambodia to build a green house for the kids and improve their sanitory system so i was like!!! WOW!!! I WANNA GO!!! THEN GOT CE POINTS ALSO!!! 10 LEH!!! wha!!! from 3 to 15 march!!! hmmm yeah WHOO!!! Alot my friends also wanna go! WHOO!!!

Hope i can go eh! whahaha no pics today cause cannot upload... AHH!!!

This the song that really matches how i am really feeling now... whahaha!!! It is exactly word for word...

突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静

最怕朋友突然的关心

最怕回忆突然翻滚

绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音

不愿那是悲伤的哭泣

事到如今

终於让自已属於我自已

只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你

你会在哪里

过的快乐或委屈

突然好想你

突然锋利的回忆

突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲

变成两部悲伤的电影

为什麽你

带我走过最难忘的旅行

然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜 那麽美

那麽相信

那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经

为何我们

还是要奔向各自的幸福

和遗憾中老去

突然好想你

你会在哪里

过的快乐或委

突然好想你

突然锋利的回忆

突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静

最怕朋友突然的关心

最怕回忆突然翻滚

绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息

最怕此生已经决定自己过

没有你却又突然

听到你的消息

如果你要离开我也没关系，我不会把你留下也不会多问你原因。但这不代表我不爱你，是因为我想给你自由。可是我要你永远知道我会在这里等你的。

那些回忆都会保留在我的脑海里。谢谢你在这一段时间对我的温柔，也给我了很多信心把我从一个很胆小的男孩变成一个有信心的人。每当我在很沉默的时候你都会在一旁的鼓励我，当我伤心难过的时候你都会用很多方法来讨我开心。当我很生气的时候，你的傻傻的脸会让我露出了笑容，不知不觉，我就会变得很开心。在这一段日子，是我在这十八年当中最开心，最怀念的时候了。

不管别人怎么说，我都会相信我自己认识的你，不会把别人说的当真。因为我觉得我认识的才是真真的你。我不要求什么，我只要你开开心心的过日子，不管你跟谁都好，只要你开心，我就心满意足了。

whahah my chinese improve sia!!! After listening to so many songs...haha

WHOO!!! Jus came back from 五月天 concert... It was great.... I dont listen to much of their songs though but from today onwards... I DECLARE MYSELF AS THEIR FAN!!! WHOO!!! damn nice the lead voice... dunno his name... hahaha yup but he is damn great..

At first i was hesitating on whether to go ornot... because firstly really no mood... yup also then was like going to rain and it was outdoor u see... it is beside indoor stadium.... it is stadium green.. outdoor concert... Really cool like the taiwan kind the Jay chou dvd.... but a mini version... So me and my bro delayed till arnd 6 plus then we cab down to stadium...

When we are there... We had to queue damn long to go in lah! like half and hour.... so so long.... then we went in!!! wha REGRETTED!!! DINT BUY THE SHIRT DAMN NICE LAH!!! AFTER THE CONCERT NO MORE LIAO.... Nvm... But their merchandise is damn ex... one shirt cost 50... the landyard cause 24!!! wha super ex... compare to lee hom's it is super ex...

Then we went in and waited for like half an hour before it start... yeah and is the adver we saw while waiting... Their concert info.... whoo!!! me and my bro will be going planning to get the 178 one... whoolala!!! Anyone wanna acc us??? we get high tgt...

*upcoming concert info*

Then they also gave us a fan... yup this is it... whahaha

While waiting we took some pics... haha

Then later more ppl start coming in and arnd 8.12pm the concert start.... WHOO!!!! and everyone was screaming!!! AHHH!!!! MUSIC BLASTING!!! HEART BEATING AND LIGHTSTICK FLOOD THE PLACE... Then there is a MV started playing... then they came out!!! WHOO!!!

*His fav pose???*

Ok lah that is abt all the concert... will upload the vid tml.... hahaha start school le... so must wake up early so yeah... NITE EVERYONE... will post later... hahaha