My grandpa passed away this morning.... 

If u wanna come and visit him or attend his funeral..... Do contact me.... 91174136..... or the address is at Toa Payoh Lor 5 Blk 38....

Praise God i manage to talk to him abt Jesus before he died.... 

Whoo totally love my lappy lah!!! whahaha damn power... today also was a power day!!! fasted and pray for my ah gong.... so skip church and worship God at home and have sharing... from 8 plus till arnd 4 plus.... then break fast then eat... but not very long hor.... then  after that i was very tired... so head back to sleep then went out to eat... yupps that sums up my day though.... yupps... anyway i really dunno if i shld go school tml cause i haven done anything to my laptops yet lor..... ARGH damn!!!! 

Glad that there is someone out there that still cares for me =) anyway....

Ok lah going to watch movie and sleep already nite...

Whoo Got my mac already... This is my first posting using my mac... Whahaha mac is damn nice lah! whahahaha got it this afternoon after bring heliang to church... went to uncle eddy house and collect the laptop.... wha open it in the car! damn nice lah! i really LOVE IT MAN!!! whahaha totally! whahaha and it is damn nice... okok anyway then i went ah gong house serve him then talk to him... show him my mac then head to church then back home.... yeah tml i got some family praying time so will be praying the whole day at home....

I like this song...stuck in your heart by c21... damn nice.... 

Anyway dunno what to post... i think i going to sleep soon i guess... hahaha nite...

Whoo jus came back from malaysia.... went to out with daddy to run so errands... the head to pick heliang then to ah gong house... to see him talk to him then went home to bath and head to malaysia to eat!!! supper and dinner tgt... whahaha went danga bay... then after that back home.... yupps.... 

Yeah manage to upload a vid taken long long time ago....

haha me and G sang anjing lah..... i have alot of vids.. i'll try to upload them... anyway G is a malay....Mas selamat.... hahaha so he need his lappy to sing... but dont u think his chinese is quite good??? his singing also eh!!! whahaha... okok will try to upload more eh... hahaha

Hurray!!! my Macbook is in singapore!!! will get it either tonight or tml!!! WHOO!!!! REALLY EXCITED!!!!

Also thanks godma for giving me a chinese bible!!! whoO!!!!  Actually the chinese bible quite easy to read lor... not that difficult but i need a dictionary with me.. hahaha.. my chinese sucks....

Brought ah gong to the hospital yesterday... he dont wan anything to be done on him.... He kind of figure out what has happened to him.... i really heart broken to see him everyday getting weaker and weaker... I still cant find a way to reach out to him HOW HOW HOW???? He say he has breathing difficulties and he told me that the night b4 he tot he was dying and he went to cut his ATM card.... all i did is jus encourage him to carry on living and he will be able to see me get married and graduate... that is his wish... but he told the doc yesterday that he no hope already.... he know what is going on and he keep saying no hope.... I try my best to make him happy and make him feel loved... i really think that he should go i wan him to go in a happy and memorable life i spend with him.... though 19 years is not long but he carry me in his arms first and he loves me the most and spoil me also... My ah gong bought me alot of things.... many things that i have comes from him.... he lied for me he hide for me.. he keeps my secret he knows me inside out, he does everything for me.... he even kena scolding because of me... whenever he scolds me, he end up tearing and gave me a hug... he even cry because of me.... AH gong i really want to tell you i love you so much....

 Though i am rebellion and have been really naughty at times... but now i've grown up.... i now kind of miss the nagging and all the moral that you will say to me abt saving money... Ah gong i always will rem the fav programme that u like!!! MONEY MIND!!! hahaha!!! i rem the time he share and joke around... i really miss the times jus spending time with u in the bus travelling from one place to another.... If u wanna go... Go knowing Jesus!!! I really wan to see  u in heaven when i get there and we can enjoy eternity together... You said yesterday that you are very happy to see daddy me and heliang together... you say that we are very united now... Ah gong... Pls come to know God real soon... or if u have believer Him... pls shows me sign that u know.... i wan to have a communion with u!!! Ah gong!!! you have been really nice to everyone... though u talk alot... but u have a nice heart... u love everyone and u love my friends too.... ppl like Bong, sheng eng.... Though she is not with me anymore but those 2 years or 1 year plus u take her like ur own granddaughter.... AH gong!!! I promise i will study hard and will make u proud... 

Yesterday i had a dream.... it is abt you again.... hmmm jus hope it come true... 

I going to go out to my ah gong house again later... I pray that God will use me to talk to him.... AMEN!!!

I dunno what is going on... but so how inside me i jus feel so lost feel so down.... This is so difficult... i really dunno what to do... Ah gong is going to hospital tml so i will be going to... if he stays i'll stay... simple.... HE scare and have bad experience in hospitals therefore i as his fav grandson must acc him... But when my sch starts i really dunno how to juggle with this and sch lah.... ANYWAY!!!! called the doc this afternoon... daddy called and u heard whatever they said... i dunno what to do... went to visit him and i jus cant help but teared... Sitting alone in the kitchen recalling how much he loves me.... and yet when he is like that i can be with him  i feel so bad... he loves me so much yet i can do much to help him at all.... ARGH I FEEL SO LOUSY!!!!

Anyway went to vocals... it was ok.. same teacher... but the class is different.... Next week choose song to present liao... haiZ ok lah dunno what to say already.... SENTOSA trip postpone.... sorry guys.... u all can go without me if u guys wan.... sorry!!!!

(#_#) ~Yawn...~ Jus wake up!!! hmmm went gym yesterday and it was shiokness.... After a long time never exercise... hmm nice sia!! i maybe going today again or not tml... Damn nice lah! ok anyway...yesterday my bro got a new phone.... but a old model.... w910i... hmmm anyway he got a new no... so ask him if u wan it... JIAYING!!!

today's plan... to bring ah gong to cut hair later... then maybe head to gym or what.... ORH i got vocals class later... 545 i think... then after that most likely will be heading to kbox or party world to sing.... WHOOO!!! so long never go such places already... really missing it... Wha alot new songs i learn already but still have try it yet... so tonight will be the time!!! whaa!!!!

Anyway saw my uncle at the gym yesterday and he said he saw me and my bro on youtube... ahhaha and he commented it sia! say my bro voice damn weird.... whahahaha he say mine still ok.... =) anyway i think my bro improve quite a bit since that time lor... well Planning what to for christmas already lah.... 2000 budget... wha!!! plans is to book some hotel in orchard and party!!! hahaha quite ok lah....

last night i had a dream... i dreamt abt you again.... well it is such a nice dream lah.... =)Wonder why but i kept dreaming abt you time and time again... what is happen??? will my dreams come true??? i hope so...

Sentosa tml... but i dunno who is going yet... damn! All my uncles are coming back real soon... er su xiao su all coming back... hurray! hmmm means i can play with vernon and valerie... hahaha valerie is so adorable think she must have grown alot...

going out soon already ChaoZzZzZ