Sunday, January 4, 2009

Dint go church today... damn!!! so long never go already... daddy is really sick!!! so he decided not to go... so i stayed at home... Wha lao! i am in a confused state... Later dunno wanna go mayday concert ornot... haiZ Wang lee hom concert will stilll be the best... How i wish it could still be like that time... wha~ memories.... memories of 2008.... still so fresh in my mind....
Speechless.... stunned.... shocked....
later tonight going to go to indoor stadium to catch mayday concert thingy.... AHH!!!
dunno what to say now... dunno whether to cry or to laugh.... hmmm haiZ...

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Sometimes..... sometimes.... sometimes.....

Sometimes life is jus like an upwards hill everythings seem to be going fine and good....

Sometimes life will be at the darkest valley where everythings seems to go wrong...

Sometimes i am very happy and feel that i am on the top of the world...

Sometimes i jus feel like giving up everything...

Sometimes love is so strong arnd me... Everyone loves me and i jus feel so blessed...

Sometimes love is so far away... Everyone isnt there anymore...

Sometimes i am so high!!! so so crazy...

Sometimes i am just so quiet....

Sometimes i jus feel so lost....

Sometimes i am jus so motivated to do things...

Sometimes i am in a mood for everything....

Sometimes everything jus seems so meaningless to me...

Sometimes i feel that tgt we can make a difference...

Sometimes i jus feel that the difference is the cause of the problem...

Sometimes i jus feel that there is so many friends arnd me...

Sometimes i feel that i am all alone...

Sometimes i jus feel that i am so tall and big...

sometimes i jus feel so small and tiny...

Sometimes i jus feel like hugging your teddy bear and cry

Sometimes i jus laugh out loud...

Sometimes i sing happy songs...

Sometimes i sing sad songs...

Well sometimes i look at myself and feel that i am a blessed boy...

Sometimes i look at myself and wonder if everything was fake...

Sometime i wish that the things i did could be rewind...

sometimes..... sometimes.... sometimes....
Whooo Jus woke up! whahaha erm yesterday was quite an ok day lor because i went out... hhaha. First woke up quite late in the morning and xiao gu came to ah ma house.. so she bought then AMK curry puff so morning jus ate one... then rest a while and convert all the wang lee hom disc i have and all in mp3 liao... hurray! Finally! then went to church at 2 to paint the notice board with nicky! Was quite fun lor whahah yeah... In the end it looks quite nice! whahah yeah. then After that i took 14 to town...

I dint wanna meet G because that NO ONE HOW TO GO K BOX??? hahaha then i ask bong out for dinner and he only wake up at 5 plus??? then say at woodlands eat... then nvm le lor so i went to ps to SHOPPING!!! wha Plug in ear-piece and walk arnd the mall... Bought a couple of stuff then head back home... get subway for dinner again...

Reached home arnd 7... Then watch channel 8 from 7-10... then my bro came and i ask him to buy food for me!!! wha i ate again!!! so much sia!!! wha lao! MUST EAT LESS!!! whahaha i ate tou hua and fried kuay tiao... hmmm ya lor...

Today!!! already the whole morning gone!!! jus bought turtle soup for Lunch!!! And Dinner THE WHOLE family will be going thomson plaza to eat!!! WHOOO!!! Ah gong treat sia!!! cause er su is going to germany for few years to serve God!!! He and his wife are missionary!!! whooo cool eh!!! i may go over to help him when i have the holi!!! whahahahah yeah!!!!! okok ggtg go eat liao!!! post pic and vids later =)

Thursday, January 1, 2009

WTH!!! THIS YEAR AT THIS TIME SOMEONE PISSED ME OFF LIAO!!! Why do u keep taking the past and say!!! whalao eh! u say not sian meh!!!! Why dont u jus trust him!!! U for nothing also nag nag nag... Nothing concern me also nag to me!!! u think i wad!!! BASKET!!! Buy durians come back also kena scolding!!! WTH SIA!!! EVERYTHING I DO ALSO WRONG AR!!!



Wha lao! TOT new year at least new things at least everything will be good!!! What is this man!!! Haix i dunno lah!!! everything also now call me do! den pretend u cannot hear... Damn pissed lah! It was not my responsibility OK!!! it is urs!!! then i was being nice to help u a few times... now everytime also call me!!! HAVE TO EVEN WAKE ME UP TO CARRY HER??? WHA LAO!!! Who will understand me??? haiZ... No one to turn to who will understand... Life is jus so miserable... For nothing also kena nag... nag this nag that... told u already wad!!! still nag nag nag. He said sorry also doubt him!!! WHY IS THIS SO UNFAIR!!! hAIX



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Went to collect Wang Lee Hom album today... then went to eat subway and came back....
Happy New Year Everyone!!!!

This year, new year was the worst.... Really like no mood leh... watch countdown but also dont have the highness... 11 plus became hungry jus eat chicken rice in the afternoon... so went to cook maggi... then sat there and watch abit of countdown... aftert that head back to my bed... then watch movies... Big stan... then after that feel asleep liao... It is jus like a normal day.... What a lonely New Year...

Well today is new years day... 1st of jan... Everything new eh??? hmmm ARGH!

Reflect on 2008....

The best time of 2008.... Is being with u... Then also going into poly and made many new friends also being closer to my bro and my dad...

The worst time of 2008.... 12 dec.... Losing u... Losing my cool losing my patients losing myself losing everything i had done... all in a day... Suddenly everythings seem to be against me... The worst feeling i ever had... wha the worst day when everything go wrong...

This year.... I will want to study hard.... I will want to be a better grandson to my grandparents and my parents... I want to be good... I want to improve on my guitar... I want to improve on my singing... I want to Be the best i can be for everyone...

BUT ABOVE ALL THIS!!! I want to be where God's want me to be!!! I wanna love Him like Never before!!! I want to trust Him and rely on Him like never before... I wanna Serve him like NEVER BEFORE!!! This is what i really wanted to!!! looking at this video few days back just touches my heart...




This really touches my heart alot... Cause we are the reason that he suffered all This!!!! It is not fair if after he suffer so much all we do is to jus sit back and jus enjoyed His grace.. So i wanna go all out for Him... the lyrics of this song is really meaningful!!! Listen and be touched!!! My tears jus cant stop flowing cause it was how much He loves us!!! Really... imagine someone who dint even see u before doing this... He knows that when he dies we are save... So what he did is he suffer and die so we could live a better life... Eternal Life... The love is so strong...

Wanted to Go k either today or tml... but got like noone to call leh!!! ARGH!!!

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Jus came back from malaysia... Went on 30 dec in the morning and many things happen...

Went to malaysia and wanted to go KL then... at the woodlands checkpoint there was a huge jam and my dad's car aircon spoilt... so damn freaking hot inside... then after that... we realise that there was burning smell and after continue to drive... there was smoke coming out of the bonet.... ALOT SIA... then ppl horn to alert us abt the smoke. So we drove to the nearby petrol kiosk to let the car rest and ask for the nearest workshop to repair the car.. then we went to another petrol kiosk abt 1 km away to repair the car. It was the air con compressor that was faulty... then we stayed at the workshop for abt 3 hours plus to get the car fixed and service... Then after that... it was abt 4 and we continue with the plans... going to KL to shop and to eat....

Then we headed to the NS highway and travel to KL... starting off our journey at arnd 4 plus... there was so many things we saw in the highway. First was a sport car travelling so fast.... then a few mins later there was another on... Then my dad drive to a side to let him pass.. He was travelling at abt 180 to 200 kph... So fast so we jus allow him to pass... Unaware there was 3 police car chasing after him... Wha damn fast sia!!! so exciting.... Then also a lorry with a burst tire... totally bare... wha... After that... we headed to Muchap to have our break... ate BEE HOON SOTO!!! yeah i love it in malaysia and had fried chicken... Then headed to BASKIN ROBIN The ice cream shop... wha damn nice... had 3 scoops lah! strawberry cheesecake, rum n rasin, and cookies and cream... WHOO damn nice... Then we continue to KL and we reach arnd 8.30 in Kl but somehow we went to the wrong turn and there was a jam... So some idion wanna cut into out lane and my dad jus drive cause there was space so he horn and like not happy! then he wind down his window to take a photo of our car... Den i ask my dad use high beam so the photo wll be blur... but he dint.... He is some crazy fella cause it was raining and he was driving and taking at the same time.. siao one.... then we went to a wrong place... dunno go where. so we wanted to u turn and i saw plaza toll 1km so i ask my dad to turn...

Guess what!!! we end up in GENTING HIGHLANDS... so we jus drove all the way up... Then So many memories came to me... FAMILY CAMP!!! haha damn fun the time... me joel sappy and the rest we went to play games... alot memories jus flask back... making new friends there too.... LIKE SUSANNE MICHELLE RACHELLE AND MANY MORE There.... Hahaha went to the games room and it is like the same... sus on the parapara machine i still could rem... THE HAUNTED HOUSE... The games we play tgt with sappy denise and joel and we got some soft toy... wha so nice lor the memories... Then after that we jus walk arnd and after like 1 hours plus we drove back to kl... By then it was like 12 plus already... Den we go jalan bintang or dunno where there eat.... Then i recalled FAMILY CAMP AGAIN.... the serebam one this time... Me and my dad was jus talking abt the camps and my bro jus listen... then we go eat our supper and head back to singapore... ALL the photos is with my bro... i will get from him soon... hahaha
Zi lian me...

Throughout this trip i am still thinking of u... how nice it would be if u are with us... was thinking abt it... the time it all started... the time i saw u cried... Such a good memories... everything jus came to me... but now it is all over... Tell u that we will go tgt to m'sia next time seems like there isnt any chance already. Wanted to bring u to so many places... but well...