Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Everywhere is filled with wonderful memories.

你不管我有多妒忌 也不管我怎么抗议他永远是你说不腻的话题 你让我为他受尽委屈爱迟到多久都可以 你阴晴不定没关系够不够交换你多留点时间 让我们两人单独一起谁都想拥有情人完整的心 别说我太孩子气改天你家门口有人疯狂弹琴 一定是我别怀疑我不怕跟再强的情敌试着比一比打败我才能抢走你碰上了LUDWIG BEETHOVEN却只能摇头叹气.


A groovy kind of love.


When I'm feeling blue, all I have to do
Is take a look at you, then I'm not so blue
When you're close to me, I can feel your heart beat
I can hear you breathing near my ear
Wouldn't you agree, baby you and me got a groovy kind of love

Anytime you want to you can turn me onto
Anything you want to, anytime at all
When I kiss your lips, ooh I start to shiver
Can't control the quivering inside
Wouldn't you agree, baby you and me got a groovy kind of love, oh

When I'm feeling blue, all I have to do
Is take a look at you, then I'm not so blue
When I'm in your arms, nothing seems to matter
My whole world could shatter, I don't care
Wouldn't you agree, baby you and me got a groovy kind of love
We got a groovy kind of love
We got a groovy kind of love, oh
We got a groovy kind of love

Heaven

Oh, thinking about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothing can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me coming back for more

Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh, once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Pick you up when your feeling down
Now nothing could change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

I've been waiting for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times and the bad
I'll be standing there by you

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
Im finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Oh, Oh
Oh, Oh
We're in heaven


Love me

I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,
"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.


Pieces


I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own


Wednesday, January 8, 2014

The unexpected Adventure....

School starts on the 6th of Jan!

First day of class was super tiring! Only manage to sleep for a couple of hours before going my alarms goes off. Was kinda excited to go school to meet my classmates, Heather and Alan!
We took everything the same except for OT which we are taking later. So we went early to print our notes and the whole world seems to be there. Oh! I forgot to bring my pencil case to school on the first day so i couldn't use my colorful pens!!!!

First lesson was Human Resource Management. The lecture has a very cool name. But his accent is damn strong. Very hard to hear. And we were late from printing our notes so we sat at the back. Also after so long not meeting up with heather, we starting talking and totally did not listen to what he said. 

So he ended lesson super early. 2pm he ended the class and we make our way to NP to have lunch.
Had Ayam Pangang. AWESOME MAN!
Had Mr Bean Ice cream while we are walking back to school. For the next lesson. 

Commercial Law.

 Before class start we went to look for Syasya, She said she has something to pass to Alan and me. So we went over and she passed us some notes and pass years exams questions and answer! Thanks alot!


Then lesson start. The lecturer was quite strict. Asked everyone to only occupy the first 8 rows of the room. And we could not hold any handphones on our hands and they are not allowed to put on the table. He is very strict with us. Then when the lesson start, I realise he is a damn funny guy! He is full with stories about his life and how it relate back to the topic that its just so interesting.

After lesson, I said I wanted to go to town to get some stuff, just nice heather also said she wanted to get something, so all of us including alan went down to town.

We had dinner at Nam Nam without heather because she said she got dinner at home.


Next day, which is today, I woke up late. Suppose to meet them to print notes for today at 11.15. I woke up at 1020! So sorry. Haha was just too tired.

Then HRM lesson had a change of lecturer. A female. She seems to be a PRC who is living in AUS and has a PRC slang and AUS slang when she is speaking. Which can be funny at times. We sit right infront. Whenever she tried to ask the students question, I would pretend to avoid eye contact so as not to be asked by her. Then finally she walk right infront and I thought to myself..... CRAP!

Then she ask ALAN! hahaha So I was like laughing away cause before that he said she would not ask him anything!!!!!! Then she gave an example about would it be ethical for company to look up a person FB before hiring the person and gave example that if she saw alan FB page and he is always drunk so because of that she would not hire him and alan got so sensitive cause what she said is so true about alan! HE Said a big NO~!!!~~~ 
Me and heather went LMAO!!!!

Then before he lesson ended, the 3 of us left her class early cause we were so hungry and had not had our lunch nor breakfast. So we rush to eat and went to Law class. 

Law class was fun as usual and interesting.

So.... Before school start on the 6... something unexpected happen on the 5th of jan.

Went to church in the morning, and after church was suppose to go Sunshine plaza to print notes. And the girls, Jenn and Ther accompany me so as to eat the victors kitchen Liu sha bao.
So we suppose to meet at 2. And Being the siaoons, as usual both are late. Went to had my lunch a pastamania first. After that Alan said some of the notes are draft so he told me not to print them all. So decided not to print that day. 

About 2.30, both of them came... walk arnd about dunno where to go. Then we headed to settle our liu sha bao craving at victors kitchen.


Some funny things happen there which is not very nice to say it out here. Its always very entertaining hanging out with the 2 girls. We could laugh about anything and everything. Then we walked to marina square... Cause times was having some offer and they went to look for books. But in the end they got nothing. Time flies that day. If flew so fast!!!!! Before we know it, it was already about 7pm, and we dunno where to go... so I was suggesting that we shld get out of there... cause we always have been hang out around town area..... so.... suddenly before we know it, we were on our way to the...

NIGHT SAFARI!!!! tada!


Well Theresa hasn't been into the night safari before. first up, we went to watch the creatures of the night show. But early in the day, it was raining, so there are abit of changes to the show. Sadded there is no wolf!

So here is the 3 of us!!!! and some animals! Lazy to type everything out. Just let the pictures do the talking then....













OH! we dint manage to get on the tram!!!! CAUSE WE MISS THE LAST TRAM!!!! DAMN!!!!! Will have to go again another time!!!!!!! DAMN IT!

Then after that we went to had our dinner/supper. Before heading home.



We had Joy, We Had Fun, We had Seasons In the SUN!!!!






I'm not an actor I'm not a star, and I dont even have my own. But I'm hoping so much you'll stay that you will love me anyway.

I wont stop caring, I wont stop worrying. I will only stop worrying when I'm with you cause only then I'll know that you are in good hands.

Sometimes I just dunno how to react.







Saturday, January 4, 2014

I wanna sing, I wanna shout I wanna scream 'til the words dry out.


You've got the words to change a nation
But you're biting your tongue
You've spent a life time stuck in silence
Afraid you'll say something wrong
If no one ever hears it how we gonna learn your song?

So come on, come on
Come on, come on
You've got a heart as loud as lions
So why let your voice be tamed?
Maybe we're a little different
There's no need to be ashamed
You've got the light to fight the shadows
So stop hiding it away
Come on, come on

I wanna sing, I wanna shout
I wanna scream 'til the words dry out
So put it in all of the papers,
I'm not afraid
They can read all about it
Read all about it, oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh

At night we're waking up the neighbours
While we sing away the blues
Making sure that we're remembered, yeah
Cause we all matter too
If the truth has been forbidden
Then we're breaking all the rules

So come on, come on
Come on, come on,
Let's get the TV and the radio
To play our tune again
It's 'bout time we got some airplay of our version of events
There's no need to be afraid
I will sing with you my friend
Come on, come on

I wanna sing, I wanna shout
I wanna scream 'til the words dry out
So put it in all of the papers,
I'm not afraid
They can read all about it
Read all about it, oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh

Yeah, we're all wonderful, wonderful people
So when did we all get so fearful?
Now we're finally finding our voices
So take a chance, come help me sing this
Yeah, we're all wonderful, wonderful people
So when did we all get so fearful?
And now we're finally finding our voices
Just take a chance, come help me sing this

I wanna sing, I wanna shout
I wanna scream 'til the words dry out
So put it in all of the papers,
I'm not afraid
They can read all about it
Read all about it, oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh

I wanna sing, I wanna shout
I wanna scream 'til the words dry out
So put it in all of the papers,
I'm not afraid
They can read all about it
Read all about it, oh


I really Wanna Sing, Really wanna shout Really wanna scream till the words dry out. Something inside is crying out loud. It's dying to come out. But what if it came out and things changed? What if it came out and it scares people away? Fear is what is holding it back. 
Fear.

Fear.

I'm Scared.

It's scary.

Every time I look at it my heart beat damn fast. 

Just so you know. This feeling taking control.


说了就收不回来了。

害怕。

可怕。

就是没有勇气。

再见。




Friday, January 3, 2014

#2013 - #2014

Final hours of 2013 was spent with an awesome bunch of people of 2013. Theresa, Jenn, Yee Meng, Wei Long (#siaoons) with Rebecca and my bro. Meet up at city hall 

Had dinner at 2 different places, Some had Mos burgers and the rest had cafe cartel.

Then bough some bread and headed to the floating platform for TV50.

Well I must say the front part of the countdown was boring... We were all just waiting for The Wanted and Wang Lee Hom and the fireworks.

Group Pic before entering the Floating platform.



So When finally the wanted came! Wooo!!! It was awesome!
Super high or rather jus crazy...
Then came the fireworks.



THEN WANG LEE HOM!!!! but it was kinda disappointing. The music was quite soft and his mic was quite soft too.... soooooo sian....



Then after that those that had to leave, left. Left with Jenn, Ther and my bro. Went to Eat at lau pa sat. First satay of the year. Then chill somewhere before all head home and crash.



Then on New Years day, I spent most of my time catching up with lost sleep. Then finally heading to wang lee hom free show 福利秀.
It was awesome! Seriously enjoy the experience and the music. Though it was jus a short 2 hr peformance. It was awesome.



One thing that I learnt from 2013, cherish the people around you. Though some may leave some may enter into you life. But cherish every moment. Everyone has their flaws, learn to accept them for who they are and not what you think they are. 

#siaoons - 3 months going 4. Still really couldn't believe it is just 3 months. Really... It feel too long. Hopefully, it won't be just months. I will try my best to make it last. But it does not only take 1 hand to clap.

#life- 23 years going 24 years, almost a third of what people will live. What have you achieve? What have you done? 改变自己,改变世界。

#Love - friends are getting married, it wasnt easy in 2013. 2014 would be better I hope.

#Soul - Spend more time with yourself.

#God -  I'm Coming Back.

#Family - You Just Need To Call.

#Friend -  Meeting up with those friends whom I seldom meet.

#Frisbee - Improve and excel.

#2014 -  Gonna be a year where its gonna be Blast! Gonna make it Special!